When outer guidance hinders soul growth

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You see the sun rising and wonder what new piece of the puzzle can be found behind your computer monitor, or the screen or your phone. Soon you discover one of your most cherished authors has released a new book, a new channeling, a new video. You add credit to your Amazon account for the next piece of your magnificent vault, or decide to purchase tickets for the new upcoming conference about the wonders of the past, or the promise of a new exciting future.

You look around and marvel at the sight of you collection of spiritual jewels, in your precious library, and feel a sense of accomplishment. Then, as you sit and take a sip of coffee and listen to the whispers of your beloved team of guides, if you opened up to a telepathic connection, or feel the message transpiring through your thought processes. You ask for several suggestions, that point to the next steps in your path.

Without hesitation you check for the latest news through your friends’ profiles and favorite pages. You wonder with a sense of distaste in which way will the decisions of certain groups in power affect your destiny. Perhaps they are developing a new weapon of fearful tools to control you, and such bad feeling is confirmed through the work of the conspiracy theorists you frequently follow.

Within the middle of these routines, little by little you feel that another voice wants to speak to you, in the most delicate and beautiful tone. You cannot hear exactly what this voice has to tell, what new story wishes to enfold in your path. The noises of your routine are so loud, so entertaining, and you just cannot miss what the famous speakers have to say about your collective path during the course of the coming days.

The almost unnoticeable voice comes from a corner, where you cannot see with your eyes any hint of a presence, yet unknown to you. The only resource that you could use to understand such significant presence is nothing more than your mirror. You gaze into your own eyes and if you allow yourself to see long enough, you might notice that your eyes are a portal to this powerful but gentle presence.

It is a part of yourself that for too long you have forgotten. A part of you that in silence has observed and wondered when you will allow it to make itself known to you. What this part of you really wants is a moment of true intimacy with you, in silence. Outside of your routines, and outside of what you cherish and consider valuable, more valuable than your own instinct, your gut feeling, your own opinion, your own sense of worth as a soul, beyond the perceived constraints of your human life.

The looks do not matter that much, unless you know how to interpret through your inner senses in which way this wise part of your soul wishes you to see it. It can take any form, one that you would appreciate for the rest of your existence, one that you do not comprehend, or one that you reject. It might look just like you, or maybe like a version of yourself when you were a child, or an incredibly amazing and powerful future version of yourself. Maybe it wants to let you know that there is a side of you that a long time ago was not human, but something else, and now you look for that form in the outer world of entertainment and distraction.

You cannot hear or see this part of you, because you got too used to listening to the opinion of other spiritual experts, and that might even include your own team of guides, who are not aspects of your soul but you know who, maybe some ascended master, or maybe some elegantly dressed and glowing ET, or maybe just an aspect of a beloved soulmate.

You forget then, that the opinion of your Higher Mind counts, at any given moment, for any circumstance. You hesitate to listen enough though. You forgot that you carry within you an entire Universe of personal experiences, incarnations, lessons, talents, etc. You forgot that you also have a heart, large enough to show to you the way back to itself, to the greatest love that you will find: self-love.

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Perhaps, in early stages of your life you were taught that the opinions and feelings of others were more valuable than yours, than your own needs. On top of that, you wonder if home was ever really home, or that if there is a place in this world that you can actually call home. So you seek for answers, and you find many, but you are still unsure if all that has been said so far is what you need. You do not know what is the fate of the collective, and you wait.

You might not even know that some beings need to be released from their roles as teachers and counselors, in order for your own soul embodiment to take place fully. You cannot access all your talents and your wisdom, when you are always listening to others. You think that to listen to your own thoughts, to your own feelings, to feel your own heart, is not enough. Maybe you do not feel that are good enough to become your own guide or your own master, because at some point you were taught such fallacy.

You think that you would need to be a good writer, or a good channeller, or an expert in other areas concerning ESP in order to connect to this part of your soul that awaits in a dark corner, somewhere within you and around you. You might stick to that routine that you are already familiar with, even if your limitations still bring a sense of incompleteness and lack of satisfaction. You say that you need new input, something to take you out of that state, of feeling like not always what you read or hear feels completely right for you. You hear the same stories over and over again, but you do not give yourself the opportunity to feed yourself with a new story, told by your own heart, your own I AM Presence.

There is always this question as to how you can do this for yourself and perhaps for others. Technology has its own ways to hold your hand and to keep your eyes on the screen for long periods of time. You know though, that there is something that feels right about disconnection and communion with yourself. You wonder then, if you will take the next step, and dismiss some old energies for release, so that they can guide others, or become an embodiment of sorts in physical, while you embody your own heart and soul substance, and allow that other group of well-known people to continue telling their ol’same ol stories.

The Inner And Outer Balance Between Aspects In Our Current Time Of Global Transition…Part 3

Have you ever had a dream in which you felt like you were the same person as you are in waking life, but with a different personality? Perhaps darker? Perhaps lighter? More carefree? Just different, yet you, somehow?

The world of the subconscious says much about all the roads we have taken over lifetimes. At the core, there is always something that connects all those experiences and aspects of the soul.

Sometimes when people realize they want to start a new path, incorporating certain spiritual notions in their path, they might ask themselves many questions. “Who am I as a soul? What has my journey brought to me so far? Was I something bigger than my current self at some other point in time? Where am I heading to? Why do I feel so uneasy, like I do not fit into the standards of society? Was another place in my journey more significant to me than the current place where I stand?”

Too many questions to ask in such little time and too much confusion. As the Schuman resonance of Earth increases, such inner confusion increases but also a certain clarity about our path. Clarity comes from knowing that we are more than human beings: vast souls that incorporate consciously or subconsciously many aspects. Then, as this process enfolds, we incorporate our experiences and soul mass into our daily lives.

At some point, we think that the whole world is wrong, that we are different from the rest of the people, that we are misunderstood, and that only because others speak about labels, species, realms, other worlds, missions, dark cabals, that then those people understand us.

In my journey, I realized that none of these things were really part of what I was looking for. It was like a maze of scattered pieces that apparently built something greater within the souls of each individual who felt alienated. There was much more than bringing forth apparently unrelated and different aspects coming from a bunch of scattered timelines. There was a set of experiences in my current life that brought forth many aspects of my soul to my consciousness.

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Otherkin emblem created by Kaltezar

You are a precious human being with capacities and talents that are not always valued enough. Since we are born, we grow up in environments in which our relatives and other acquaintances teach us about conditions. Conditions that are placed in our psyche, and conditions that then we learn to place within ourselves. Conditions on how we think that we should be, and what kind of society we wish we could build and ultimately conditions on how we should relate to others.

If the core of our discomforts is not understood, then we see the turmoil increasing around us, in our lives, and ultimately within us.

Timelines collapse in the now moment, and with our illusions we accelerate time. It is not time what accelerates but it is our rhythm, our inner imbalances and our daily routines what feeds such illusion. Collectively we are accelerating the notion of time because we try to function in a world that is vibrating at a higher rate, but our modus operandi is dysfunctional.

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As the inner polarization increases, then the polarization of the soul in all timelines become evident, and other broken aspects of our soul come forth faster to demand our attention, and a space in our etheric vessel.

We might perceive these aspects of our soul as a source of positive guidance, of more wholeness when in our current incarnation, we are not capable of conciliating our painful experiences. Other times we might perceive these aspects as being of demonic threat to our existence. Then we think that we are being deceived.

In the end, no matter how these aspects come to us for integration and healing, they are part of ourselves as a whole and some are parts of other people that in the past we interacted with. You might reject your current experiences and say to yourself that you want to become that aspect which now merges in your consciousness and energetic field. You might say that the home of such aspect was your real home. You might even want to physically look like how such aspect looked like when that aspect lived in a physical construct, perhaps eons ago.

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St. Christopher – The Chariot

Such is then the current reality lived by thousands of people who became aware of the non-physical presence of aspects of their own soul and of the soul of others. An attempt to explain the world of starseeds, lightworkers, otherkin, therian and spiritually evolved people was described in thousands of sites, books, conferences. However, many of these sources still hold a polarized vision of existence as consequence of the inner polarization of the ones who teach and bring knowledge.

In the best cases, the importance of the material world is addressed and the incorporation of the spiritual nature of the soul is then merged with the material experiences.

It is through the best tools of healing, meditation, psychotherapy, inner guidance, contemplation, that such balance can be achieved and timelines can be closed down for good.

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Integration of human and non-human aspects within the auric or energetic system of the currently incarnated human aspect.

One day you might recover a certain memory of a time in which you existed in a place, far away and too different from your current homeland, in a flesh suit too different from what you have known so far. Maybe there is no memory yet to retrieve, but with your extrasensory perception you sense in your etheric or non-physical mass aspects that feel different to the human being you are. The more your extrasensory perception is developed, the more you can see and feel yourself as a different aspect or aspects compared to your physical human self.

On top of that, in increasing numbers, more and more young people claim to be of a different gender in contrast with their biological gender with which they were born, and the polarity that their physical bodies express.

The shadow side of awakening to the soul potential

We live in a society were distractions abound, and most people are not really prepared to guide the younger generations in their awakening to the collapse of their soul in the now moment into multiple aspects coming in for descension. Unlike the concept of ascension handled in new age spiritual literature, the goal of such aspects coming for integration and healing is to achieve soul wholeness through their descension from multiple non-physical planes. If such process is handled properly by the individual, then the entire consciousness can ascend to higher levels without leaving the physical body.

Unfortunately at this time, soul integration is too overwhelming, after the individual has experienced a set of traumatic experiences in their current incarnation since childhood. Then the individual is unable to bring balance and healing to these incoming aspects as the timelines collapse. The incoming aspects are traumatized to a degree, some more than others.

The end result is a collective confusion of personal identity, unable to cope with the daily difficulties in the physical reality. The walk-in phenomenon becomes prominent in those whose current human consciousness is replaced by the consciousness of other aspects.

In the worst cases, the fractured consciousness of the young or older human individual is replaced by a new personality, that is part of an aspect or aspects coming from different lapses existing in time/space (non-physical). When there is little spiritual awareness of why this phenomenon happens, examples like the ones presented in the following article become more evident in our current global society:

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On top of that, people who suffer all sorts of conditions that range from OCD, bipolar disorder, and many others, do not receive the proper guidance they need to navigate their healing process and instead come across a hostile world online of people who try to share their common experiences. In their failed attempts they create further lack of trust and deeper wounding. Such difficulties accentuate the incoming aspects that need healing and balance and the confusion of identity.

An individual can lose himself or herself completely to other aspects, with other personalities, with other etherical appearances. True inner balance is not achieved. In the search for an incomplete form of spirituality, which distracts them from learning how to incorporate past lessons from their current incarnation, they seek outside of their inner radar and gut. Then you have wonderful unrealistic stories of what is to come, of who will come, of what will come knocking on their doors. Others tell them they are threatened by dark forces that come to deceive them, without a proper understanding on why these forces present themselves.

Conspiracy theories have brought much understanding of the global problems that we face, but a true spiritual teacher does not instill fear and disempower groups of individuals who seek inner freedom, balance, and the true knowledge of manifestation and empowerment in one’s life.

On top of that, media offers materials such as cartoons, comics and other entertainment sources that are mixed up with the knowledge and discovery of such etheric aspects. These sources of entertainment are particularly harmful for the confused younger generations. The younger confused ones are special targets for these industries.

The importance of inner child work and shadow work

The only way in which the problem of timelines collapsing within the soul can be solved is through proper healing and harmonious growth in life. Without healing, this collapse brings disharmony and confusion. It is necessary to avoid distraction that can misguide us further from grounding and living a dignified life as much as possible and start a deep healing process on a regular basis.

A constant practice like meditation for healing purposes, conscious soul retrieval, hypnosis, professional psychotheraphy in physical or with the help of more evolved aspects or spiritual guides, and other forms of conscious healing can bring balance to all aspects of the soul.

All aspects share in common certain wounds. Most often these wounds involve abandonment, rejection, loneliness and social fears stemming from severe traumas experienced during childhood and other early stages in life. It does not matter in which way they present themselves. The wounds are hidden, but can be brought to the surface. Then, harmonious achievement of unity consciousness of the soul or soul group consciousness is achieved while the currently incarnated aspect closes the gap of unlearned lessons from other lifetimes and permanent healing to ancient wounds.

A lack of a solid love basis within a family can bring tremendous problems throughout life. Such wounds bring forth mental and emotional instability and recurrent physical diseases. Aspects become active within the psyche and can bring further problems in life.

Within each soul exists the potential to express the most fundamental spiritual qualities of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, Motherhood and Fatherhood and the true Inner Child. With discipline and proper guidance, such qualities can be developed and expressed and used for the highest good to bring permanent healing to deep scars.

Shadow work involves establishing a deep dialogue with those parts of ourselves that we deny or that we do not understand and see as a threat. We might perceive these aspects as a fierce animal, a shadow person, a dragon, a reptilian, a difficult version of ourselves, a demon, a loving angel, a Pleiadian,  an elf, etc.

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Over time DNA activation occurs with the positive and balanced integration of aspects of our soul

Over time we can regain our mental, emotional and physical balance and health. The parts of our DNA that have been damaged through our traumatic experiences can become activated and we can reach our highest potential.

By understanding over time why these aspects affect our consciousness and we perceive them in visions, nightmares, and other experiences, we are able to heal them and reincorporate them into our current human lives. We become the drivers of our entire energetic system and we establish a friendly connection with each part of our souls. We do not lose in any way these aspects. On the contrary, they become one with us bringing wholeness and a deeper understanding of existence in physical.

If in physical we are unable to find the help that we truly need, then what we are left with is with our own ability to establish such deep inner and honest dialogue and understand the needs of our soul.

As a world collective, we witness more and more polarization and very few people are truly able to understand how the integration and healing process can be properly done to bring closure to ancient timelines. The younger generations suffer greatly, but hopefully many will be able to overcome their internal chaos and identity confusion.

As more people figure their way out of soul fragmentation and collective distraction and chaos, the more the possibility for balance in the areas mentioned in Part 1 of this article will be brought forward in physical.

The Inner And Outer Balance Between Aspects In Our Current Time Of Global Transition…Part 2

In increasing numbers, awakened people in our world work consciously with aspects of themselves residing in other realms. The goal of such interaction is to bring about a new personal reality of wholeness and multidimensional awareness.

Part of the challenge of the human collective is to create a new balance that has not been seen before in the Cosmic play of duality. Historically, we have plenty of testimonials from young and elder people who remember or work with aspects of themselves coming from ancient timelines in worlds that exist or existed within and outside of Earth.

As the frequency of Earth and the Cosmos increases, linear time as we know it bends and everything that we have lived for eons converges in the current physical and non-physical reality lived on this planet. For such reason, we hear or read more often that people blend their human consciousness with the consciousness of their past-life aspects. These aspects lived on this same planet in other civilizations or in other planets outside of Earth.

This blending process is something that seems to have happened only partially in ancient civilizations in which some groups of individuals could go through a similar ascension process. Previous ascensions were  limited compared to this humongous event, never experienced before as is now experienced on Earth.

Earth is the planet of Cosmic polarity integration. Humanity as a whole has a lengthy road to travel before full awareness of the multitude of human and non-human aspects of a personal Universe can be acknowledged and understood. It is natural to think that full recovery of ancestral memories cannot happen over night. For most individuals, it might not be in the best interest to recover such memories because of the painful trajectory that was frequently followed in such ancient times. However, people live their destinies through the brilliance of their current soul path on Earth. Through such life path, each individual expresses the gifts of each aspect in refined ways.

Fortunately, there are many people who facilitate the healing and the integration of such ancestral aspects that reside in other non-physical realms. In some ways, they replicate lived experiences from earlier developing civilizations both here on Earth and outside. Additionally, we have the constant inflow of high-vibrational Cosmic energies enable those aspects of our souls still residing in conflicting timelines to come back to us through their integration in our etheric bodies and auric system.

What is still missing in this process is the awareness not only of positive aspects but also of negative aspects of our souls. Such aspects need to be understood, not through the lenses of judgement and fear, but instead through the knowledge of the origins of negativity.

All forms of destructive darkness are mainly born for two reasons. One reason is a natural evolutionary process in the physical realms in which, for eons, a Cosmic diversity of species developed from very primitive, impulsive states to more evolved forms. That evolution involved the physical development of their bodies into more or less complex organisms, as well as their emotional and mental capacities. This process enfolds before a conscious spiritual awareness, even in other realms.

One of the biggest accomplishments in each species is the awareness of inter-connectedness and the ability to understand causes and consequences of lived experiences, and personal responsibility in such lived experiences. After eons, humanity as a whole still needs to further develop this quality, as to understand in depth their power to fully adopt the capacity to exert an empowered free will outside of the cycles of suffering.

The other reason for such darkness to exist is the suffering in itself caused by such natural evolutionary process from survival to empowerment and harmony. Painful experiences lead to disconnection and unconsciousness of one’s actions. A being who exerts their will to inflict any form of suffering upon another has their motivations deep rooted in their own suffering. The unconsciousness of ancestors disabling them from the capacity to live an existence based on kindness, empathy, selflessness, and ultimately love has been replicated for too long. Yet the game of blame keeps us stuck even further in such cycle. Within the cycles, our breathe of loving remembrance comes from the temporary station of the higher realms, where we get to celebrate another accomplishment of sorts within the greater scheme of Cosmic evolution.

If we can understand the many angles of suffering, and embrace that child in each being that represents the purest essence of the soul, then we can open our hearts widely. We can bring forth to our existence aspects that might just observe us, and who are in need of our love and understanding. They might come in the most unexpected forms.

We can continue blaming each other for our own mistakes and our mutual unawareness, or we can reach a higher path. A path higher than what you have been told so far, in which you embrace yourself fully in all timelines, in all realms, even those you do not want to become aware of.

In the end, our soul is our soul, our aspects belong to us, and to no one else. We can embrace all parts of our existence with an open heart like how a lover waits for their beloved or how a mother or father embraces their loving child.

Only then could we know what true forgiveness is, and what unconditional acceptance means.

Theory about the multidimensional nature of aspects

Your soul as a personal Universe of aspects can be divided into aspects and subaspects in each incarnation.

In a more formal definition, an aspect is a complete individual personality or set of physical, emotional, mental and spiritual attributes that make up an incarnation.

A subaspect is a set of physical, emotional, mental and spiritual attributes that make up a specific stage in the development of an aspect during an incarnation. In this case take as an example a stage in your life like childhood or teenager or young adult.

During a lifetime, our personality and physical configuration changes in accordance to our lived experiences. The personality is made up of ideas, beliefs and experiences and metaphysically a defined set of frequencies or energy signature.

The soul vibration or energy signature is shared by all aspects in all incarnations within a spectrum of frequencies. The frequencies change during the different stages of each lifetime ranging from very light to very dark.

The definitions of light and dark provided in this article are acknowledged to be limited and paradoxical, as all notions of duality converge in wholeness, thus shedding off the illusion of such apparent differences. Concepts and archetypes defined as light or dark vary from individual perception and from traditions culturally, socially, economically and historically born outside of Earth and within the experiences characteristically of Earth.

Take a look at the following diagram:

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Personality, frequencies, and lived experiences are in simplistic form represented in a spectrum of light and darkness.

Within the spectrum of your soul vibration, each incarnation experiences some shifts that can range from an extremely light consciousness of pure baby innocence to the extreme cases of purely destructive consciousness in the extremely dark negative consciousness.

A being cannot remain purely in the state of baby innocence and cannot remain either in a purely destructive consciousness because in either cases the consequence would be death. Only through our experiences we can reach balance and polarity integration throughout a lifetime.

In the above diagram, you can also see two specific examples of positive applications of both light and dark consciousness within the spectrum. These examples are provided in accordance to the limited dualistic definitions of light and dark explained in this article. Take within the spectrum a positive light-oriented consciousness. You seek unity within the collective, to serve to the collective whole, to empathize and blend to a degree your consciousness with the collective. You have a more vulnerable intuitive temper, sometimes childish but in a light-hearted positive way.

In contrast, on a specific point of the scale that could be perceived as opposite, is a more independent, loner temperament whose goals are oriented towards building personal strength and discipline. Boundaries are clearly established, there is less focus on collective goals and service, but the development of personal talents and qualities in an individual set are cultivated. In such sense, such frequency and goals are not necessarily perceived as negative or harmful.

On the other hand, from the harmful sides of experience, whether the harm is self-inflicted or inflicted upon others, an imbalanced state of lighter consciousness would be the typical easily victimized naïve personality that does not know how to set healthy boundaries. This personality feels disempowered by circumstances and sees the other darker extreme as a threat. There is little discernment and the collective mindset easily influences the individual decisions and thought patterns.

The darker negative extreme is the personality that is destructive and, rather than being hurt, decides to hurt others by pure impulsive thought forms and actions. The once innocent state of consciousness has been victimized in such extreme forms as to live in a purely survival state of consciousness that determines its path on the desire to destroy. Such sides are all born from suffering.

When a being experiences severe traumas during the course of their physical incarnation an accumulated amount of shattered energy affects the consciousness of the individual. Consequently, the developing subaspects fluctuate between the initial state of baby innocence and much darker destructive levels of consciousness. Suffering has turned into rage and the desire to hurt oneself or others in either subtle ways or in more explicit ways through attitudes and actions.

Over time, the individual develops a personality which includes a set of attitudes, beliefs and ideas that seem to contradict each other. This is what psychologists label as a range of disorders such as bipolarity and many others. If the individual does not seek consciously to balance and conciliate the lived experiences, then a chaotic state is born within the psyche as shown above in the middle, below the line where imbalance exists and contradiction arises.

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Your aspects are born from physical incarnations that after dying continue experiencing realities in non-physical realms.

To make things more complicated, we develop over lifetimes aspects, that after dying, reside in the etheric/astral realms. The aspects in these realms carry in their etheric template the record of lived experiences in physical and who continue to inhabit a non-physical reality that is either of positive nature or of negative nature.

These physical and non-physical realities are often known as timelines. Timelines are perceived differently in non-physical realms in contrast to the physical realm. In the latter,  reality is perceived as linear when the frequency of such reality is constant and low compared to the higher frequency at which a physical reality vibrates during an ascension process. During integration, perception of time becomes distorted and less linear.

The perception of linearity is like a continuum that stretches itself indefinitely, where as in non-physical realms, timelines are usually experienced as fractured realities that collapse simultaneously in the Now moment or in spirals. Think about OBEs, dreams and astral projection, in which you can shape-shift and travel fast between these timelines, giving the impression that the scenes are constantly changing and you displace yourself with ease.

There is a feedback between the physical and non-physical. Physical influences the non-physical and vice versa, creating karmic cycles. Decisions and actions that are taken in physical affect the non-physical and what takes place in non-physical affects the physical.

Our previously incarnated aspects in a physical reality affect our current physical reality in different ways. If such aspects lived similar experiences to our own experiences then the impact is felt more prominently. Otherwise, some aspects might remain disconnected from each other in diverse timelines or realms.

Based on the experiences of these aspects that still exist in non-physical realities and who impact our consciousness as currently incarnated aspects, such aspects can be classified within a spectrum of light and darkness. The classification is set according to the ways in which personally and/or collectively we define such two terms, in the dualistic set.

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During the end of a long cycle and ascension of the consciousness, you bring forth to the Now moment your aspects for merging.

There is a certain special mobility between dimensions and densities in lower and higher realms. For such reason, if we had previous incarnations as service to self oriented individuals whose actions where mostly negative, after death, at least part of this aspect can ascend to a higher comfortable realm where the soul experiences peace and joy. The scars remain etherically imprinted in the soul, and as such, can be triggered if the soul was to travel to lower realms and ultimately through reincarnation and integration. Hence, mental, emotional and physical ascension symptoms.

If it is decided that the previously service to self oriented soul remains in higher realms, then this aspect can serve as a positive guide for the next incarnated aspect. Another option involves a partial or complete integration or merging with the currently incarnated aspect.

In the next part of this long essay, the balancing process between aspects is described and the concepts of individual integration of aspects are linked to the collective process of planetary healing, balancing and ascension.

The inner and outer balance between aspects in our current time of global transition…Part 1

Sometimes it is hard to see or to even imagine how globally the human collective will reach a peaceful balance in which everyone can live harmoniously with their needs perfectly met. Theoretically, at soul level, everyone has their needs already met in their own individual scheme of desired experiences and explored lessons to approach the eternal knowing of love.

More than a year ago I was shown in a vision something that I felt could be reached on the long term at a global scale, with a dose of doubt as to what I was shown. I rather not soak my mind in the sea of possibilities that provide the necessary fuel in the creation of specific predictions. However, I think this vision is worth mentioning for several reasons.

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The vision in itself is something that already exists in our physical reality but the only difference between the vision and the current manifestation of such vision is the imbalance of the present paradigm.

The shadow of Oneness vs the shadow of individual expression

In the first part of this vision, I was shown how there is this dark spot within the human collective where the power is or was concentrated as a consequence of a subconscious desire of the collective for Oneness in a state of entropy. In this chaotic state, deep wounds determine the movement of such dark spot. The dark spot is not necessarily fixed but is expressed as the collective thought form that only a small single group of individuals retain the power of manifestation of the collective in physical. In this way, the illusion that only this single group owns the power of the collective exists and is perpetuated.

Not long ago it would seem as if, as part of the balancing process, the collective of people who desired Oneness was in some way subconsciously feeding the idea of a New World Order in which, in one way or another, dominant belief systems would be established and this single dark spot would make the decisions. Even if consciously people did not intend for such outcome to be manifested, it was the collection of individual subconscious wounds what was feeding this outcome.

Currently this tide has been reversed in such a way that now we see how in many regions of the planet certain nationalist movements in the political arena are expanding, which are less supportive of the original idea of a unique culture, a unique system without boundaries where only the single spot would govern this uniform society. The current focus is more on placing barriers to prevent an imbalanced Oneness to take over.

What this all means is that collectively we are fluctuating between old timelines and paradigms in which we are basically trying to find a new balance between Oneness and individual expression.Such process brings forth the subsequent set of problems related to the still prevailing lack of mutual understanding between the needs of groups who desire to preserve certain cultural, social, religious and economic paradigms, the fight for resources and defining territory as the needed homeland. The root of such problems extend back in time to societies outside of Earth.

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Before a new balance can be reached, a certain degree of collective and individual healing is still required to reach a consensus between how much people desire to:

-Share physical resources through different economic, social, religious and cultural means.

-Share ideals, beliefs, doctrines both in their individual lives and collectively.

-Allow for small regions, countries and continents to continue cultivating hybrid systems and reach more uniformity or instead to preserve the uniqueness that defines such regions, countries and continents.

-End conflicts by reaching a higher understanding of the mutual needs of apparently different groups and step out of blaming games.

-Redefine consumer patterns and production means through individual and collective balance.

I personally see a great potential that goes beyond the unique desires of each individual to focus or to stick to certain life styles, ideas, belief systems and even physical and non-physical manifestation potentials.

There is instead the potential to acknowledge Oneness while at the same time being respectful of differences in life styles, economic wants and needs, culture, philosophies, belief systems and acceptance among groups with unique DNA configuration. We often fear what we do not understand or what we think might threaten our existence.

When we think that something has to be eradicated instead of being brought to balance and to acknowledge any positive aspect of it, then we contribute further to the chaos and imbalance that exists in our world.

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Going back to the vision, in the second part I was shown how reality is fractalized in such a way that taking as an example food markets, a possible scenario of peaceful balance could be manifested:

Major retail stores as we already know them selling and promoting more natural products coming from diverse regions of the world, expanding the supply. Fair prices and fair conditions for sellers and employees. Beautiful modern designs in such major stores with elegant natural concepts making the buying experience a very pleasant one like visiting a museum. Some places already exist but there would be more expansion of such food markets to other regions where they are non existent and where people have less access to such products and less income.

Beautiful balance in small food stores fortifying local markets and good logistics, not in conflict with the major retail stores.

No more problems with harmful chemicals in agricultural products or unfair treatment towards animals, no unfair commerce and more cleanliness.

Major companies can then coexist with smaller business with the goal of becoming the larger cultural, social and economic expressions for the collective while respecting the smaller regions and producers and creating balance between products of diverse countries.

Currently it is difficult to approach such vision when there is so much work to do to bring peace and balance to this world. More and more this vision is manifesting in several places though, at least in steps.

Hybrid systems are being created that allow for people to use more diversified digital/virtual forms of money, but in a world where the needs of people are very diverse then physical mediums of exchange are not sacrificed to bring forth fully such systems that are not applicable to certain places, especially very poor regions. Others find new solutions in fair barter. More balance in the economy and in the lives of people.

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The splendor of Earth is the possibility for different physical manifestation potentials to coexist peacefully without the eradication of any aspect or paradigm that can contribute in positive ways to the collective.

What prevents us as a collective society to reach such balance in which Oneness is not in conflict with individual expression?

Our feelings of inadequacy, of not being valuable enough, of not being understood or feeling like our voice is not powerful enough. That others have more power over us or that our decisions do not affect the collective. That we are not loved enough, or accepted for who we are. That we are always different from the rest of the world in such a way that we cannot fit. That we wish sometimes that we were not different or that we wish that we could be the best of ourselves with our unique differences.

Elevate these feelings to the collective level and see then why there is not always a consensus or harmony between families, regions, countries and ultimately as a planet. Even those people that you label as dark ones carry such feelings within and are not acknowledged to be human beings with the potential for change within their hearts.

Now let me tell you something else. Go back to the notion of a dark spot or a global group of control and think how everyday people project their feelings of disempowerment towards this group of groups and how the individual shadows of people feed this dark spot further and further. People do not even know exactly how many individuals make up this dark spot or if the people from ancient times who were labelled as the dark ones still have an influence. It is in my understanding that many of these ancient people are not even holding any power positions and some are even going through healing and fulfilling positive roles but the ancient wounds remain.

Redistribute this power in such a way that each individual becomes fully responsible for their own creations, their own feelings, their own thoughts and in some way or another can open up new paths for better individual expression. A burden would then be lifted from the dark spot, shrinking it and allowing for more balance to happen.

In the next part of this essay, the current healing, integration and merging of aspects of each individual is explored in the context of ascension.

 

The Neptune-Saturn-Pluto dance in our subconsciousness

This article is an extension or a complement for the long essay “Divine Dreams of the Timeless Mind” which contains additional notes from a simple astrological/archetypal perspective (See post Divine Dreams in featured content).

The three celestial bodies and basic archetypes

There are three planets in our solar system that have some very unique electromagnetic and etheric properties which mirror well the dance of our polarized soul at subconscious level. Such planets are the three outer planets Neptune, Saturn and Pluto. The other planets also mirror well our conscious and unconscious dynamics in the multiple realms of matter and spirit that we inhabit.

First of all you might ask, what is the relationship between the movements of the spheres that make up the solar system and ourselves as individuals? Every planet has a set of physical and energetic qualities that together make up a system in which each part influences the other parts.

Compared to the proportion of the planets, physically and energetically, we are very tiny. We are bound to Earth by her gravity, her own electromagnetic and etheric fields and her ecosystems. The other bodies that surround her also have their own qualities, and their masses and etheric dynamics are large enough to influence each other. On top of that, the rotation and passage movements of each body create special flows of energy, affecting each other throughout time. Planetary movements and the celestial movements of larger or smaller bodies and the characteristics of these can be used as a reference to understand our own dynamics. Reality is like a fractal.

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The planets of the solar system and their archetypal meanings.

Physically speaking and in terms of archetypes, let us take a look at some basic information about the three large bodies that mirror the way our thought processes are generated:

Neptune is one of the large outer planets of the solar system with an aqueous surface and gaseous atmosphere. The chemical composition of the gaseous-aqueous substances gives to it its characteristic light blue color. Blue is often associated to the spiritual, that which cannot be seen, the sky, high above the ground. The archetypal role of this planet in astrology is to represent the spiritual nature of the individual soul and the collective, the dream world, the lack of boundaries, the illusions, delusions and addictions and spiritual unity.

Saturn on the other hand is a dense aqueous-gaseous planet with a different chemical composition made of a hard metallic core, a liquid surface and yellowish atmosphere. It is well known for its rings which is a result of the destruction of one or more of its moons. The yellowish color can be compared to the material world and power, in all its forms. Its archetype is one of much discipline, sometimes harsh, austere, hard work and the concept of time.

Pluto is the last official large body orbiting the Sun, which has been debated over time to be a planet or simply a dwarf object. It is rocky in composition and its archetype is one of death, transformation and the subconscious.

Based on these essentials, you can start getting an idea on how these three bodies mirror well our conscious and subconscious nature.

Dreams, desires and hopes and the three celestial bodies in a chart

In the middle of my personal evaluation and re-evalulation of dream generating process, I realize that I am ready to let go more than before so many of my old ideas, dreams, desires and hopes, based on timelines playing within my subconsciousness. I was able to remove some etheric attachments and start seeing more clearly how some old dreams were indeed based on unfulfilled desires of the past. Some were simply based on conflicting situations that had left the desire to manifest the same dream all over again and see if this time it would work out well. We know somehow that this is not how it works. If the same wounds are carried and are being played out over and over again then it is more than obvious that the dream will collapse and taste sour.

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On top of that, sometimes our dreams might carry a whole burden of ancient promises that were never fulfilled and of either imposed social pressures or self imposed pressures of all kinds. Take as an example the idea that, if you do not excel in your activities maybe you are being stripped away from your dignity. If you do not have the partner of your dreams or other relationships of your dreams, you are not a dignified human being. If the ones who you want to be with are not there with you, then you are unfulfilled. If things look chaotic outside then there is no peace within your mind and your heart. If you do not look the way you want to look then you are not worthy of yourself or of others. If you do not have enough money then you cannot have joy at least for a moment during the day.

Notice then how we are the first ones to impose limitations on ourselves when subconsciously we feel forced to have certain things in our lives or to live under certain circumstances. Otherwise, we are not valuable enough, not worthy enough, not integral enough, and ultimately not whole enough.

So go ahead and go back to your dreams, to your hopes, to your desires, and make a list of how much are these dreams colored by the above limitations and pressures within your own soul.

-Are you sure you desperately need what you crave for?

-Are your dreams realistic and compatible with your current reality?

-Can you create a bridge to take you from your current reality to the reality that you crave for?

-Are your desires taking away your peace of mind and heart in the now moment?

-Do your hopes and desires for the future prevent you from enjoying the potential of oy in your present life?

This is the turning point where you start seeing how you move down from the purely Neptunian mindset of dreams, higher realms and illusions, into the Plutonic realms of death of old limiting ideas, old programs, limitations, loss, and despair through the gates of Saturnian discipline and hard realistic work of what you must do to manifest better dreams. Or you are guided to let go old dreams that now you know are no longer in your higher interest to achieve.

You do not have to be an astrologer to get the basic notions of this article and its previous parts, but I do find astrology to be an excellent complementary tool to understand our soul path, our subconsciousness, our deep wounds, the possibilities for future manifestation of dreams and the way in which we can bring forth our talents to manifest in the physical.

You can ask for guidance from an astrologer to help you see in which areas Neptune, Pluto and Saturn are present in your chart and work more consciously with these influences in your life path.

What is important is to allow the current energies to transform you and reach a new balance in your life. A merely Neptunian mindset without going deep enough into your subconscious, will only cause trouble, disappointment and confusion. A purely Saturnian existence would be a life full of sober routine, an austere one without joy and playful manifestation.

Within the now moment is the potential for radical transformation, empowerment and new tools for a more fulfilling existence, unlike one of constant longing, never fulfilled dreams and eternal expectations of something that might or might not happen the way we wish it happened in our lives and outer circumstances.

The Swastika: a Cosmic sequence of complementary attributes.

The fundamental Cosmic sequence and vibration of four

More than one year ago I was shown by three main soul connections in spirit form and my own soul that there is a specific sequence in Cosmic creative processes that can lead to a deeper understanding of both the spirit realms and the material realms. It is in the world of dark matter where a huge secret was revealed that lead to a deep research on the meaning of the infamous Swastika symbol.

First of all let us consider the following sequence and some fundamentals that serve as basis for the analysis of the Swastika. Think about this: 1, 2, 4, 8, 16…n.

There are many sequences but the above sequence is of fundamental meaning in the Cosmic creative processes and frequently you will see a mention of this sequence in future posts.

As mythological or idyllic as it might sound, I was given two specific examples to start understanding this sequence: the well known and widely understood or misunderstood concept of twin flames and an unknown concept: twin brothers and twin sisters. Before you cringe and run away with these words, I invite you to stay a little further as there is absolutely no flowery romance in this story. Far from romantic, there is something a little metaphysical, a little psychological, a little spiritual, a little dramatic, and a little historical in this notion, and further more, a little more subconscious.

People live their lives, there is conflict and harmony everywhere, for you see, Cosmos is a playground of tug of war dynamics, but also of chaos, equilibrium and static relationships between the components of an vast unit of visible and invisible particles.

Vibration of One

One single unit, one single individual, is capable of wonders, creative potential, and miracles. But no point would there be if everything had remained in the silence of the One, where nothing was yet manifest, except the One in itself. One though, is what makes us whole in our marvelous individual expression as Cosmic humans. But even if One can exist without disturbance, boring existence thus becomes and there is a lack of sense of identity or self perceived value.

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Vibration of Two

Then comes the idea of the first mirror reflection which in our Multiversal creation is commonly said to be a polarization of such nature that one would perceive as backwards to the other, and thus you get the erroneous yet paradoxical true idea that a masculine and feminine relationship is often times too opposite, yet complimentary.

Forget about romantic movies or dramas and let us go to the most basic notions of particles made up of electromagnetic charges. Electricity feels like a very dynamic and chaotic force that is destructive while magnetism acts more like a disperse stable force that unifies. There you go, electricity is by nature the twin flame of magnetism. It is something that every being carries within, so there is the first dual nature of every individual.

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Every individual balances the mind with the heart, being the mind usually associated as the astute masculine unit while the heart would reflect the intuitive feminine nature within. So when you choose a mate both in physical and at soul level, and you decide to learn and experience the maximum possibilities, this individual can be labelled as your twin flame, and you can define them further at your convenience and you decide for yourself if such concept applies or not to your understanding of experience and how many conditions you can apply to another of opposite gender you choose as your closest mate. You can live happily or miserable with that person either way, or even in a state of boredom. In terms of physics these are just states such as “chaos, equilibrium and/or static”.

I could go further and further sharing examples that you already know about the known vibration of two. Too many examples to name. So let us go directly to the vibration of four.

Vibration of Four and the Swastika

Here is the point where existence became very interesting and very joyful and very painful in equal measure.

The polarity of two decided to see itself in another type of mirror reflection and from there build up new complementary forces. Before exploring some concepts and dynamics that have complex awareness and personality traits, let us think first about the vibration of four in nature.

In the most basic forms of material manifestation the four elements were created: air, water, fire and earth. Such four elements are complementary to each other and worlds are born from them in all their possible combinations and measurements. If the four become imbalanced you can see truly disastrous results in nature, like how currently in our times of transition we can see extreme weather patterns and other disasters that involve the four elements. The four create a cross. So see in here, the first example of what the Swastika can represent then. Not one element is better than the other, but without one, the others cannot create something as magnificent as if the four are present.

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Another relationship of four is the four seasons experienced on Earth. Summer, Autumn, Winter and Spring are sequential stages of the natural processes of birth, death and rebirth and each one has its unique beauty and importance. A season alone has no meaning without the other three. Imbalances in the four elements create imbalances in the way the four seasons manifest.

Such relationships evolved over time to be given new meaning and complexity. Going back to human relationships and relationships in other beings, consider that after the recognition and accomplishment of polarization of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine aspects, then comes the learning process of the Divine Feminine divided into two complementary aspects of itself while the Divine Masculine sees itself in the mirror reflection of another aspect of itself, equally complementary. Such is the case when a being that carries a predominant feminine expression can see her reflection in the eyes of another female being and such is also true for a male being seeing his own reflection in another male being.

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Two twin couples taken from: http://guff.com/15-hilarious-identical-twin-couples

Consider as examples certain polarized concepts of the Feminine such as a Light Goddess and a Dark Goddess, a loyal female whose complement is the female who seeks freedom. Masculine concepts can include equally a Light God and a Dark God, a male who has discipline and is complemented by the temper of a male who is nurturing. If the last two become imbalanced and extreme, the first archetype can become a dark archetype of control while the other one could be seen as too permissive. When Feminine and Masculine principles can see themselves reflected in the eyes of the same gender or polarity, positive relationships can add more meaning to the creative processes, or it can bring the greatest levels of conflict and destruction.

It is common in our current society to find such combinations when a relationship of four is found. For example, different levels of competition in certain disciplines take place between two individuals of the same gender, or the greatest bonds are born that reflect complementary qualities or attributes. To add to the complexity of such relationships it is not uncommon either that when the goal of unity is broken among the principle of four, conflicts such as two couples fighting against each other when specific situations like a divorce happens and one or both decide to marry another, and the tension is evident, especially if children are involved.

Historically speaking, there are plenty of examples of such levels of conflict among godly figures that, according to their own views of existence and organization of creative processes, the counterpart of each other is the evil one, both in the case of male figures and in the case of female figures. In other cases, archetypal figures are seen as embodying complementary functions, attributes or personality traits.

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Tattoo designs of Mary and Lilith created by CloudySmith at http://www.imgrum.net/media/1216031393170544633_14582516

When such original intention to create harmony and balance among polar opposite or complementary archetypes is not accomplished, such levels of conflict are easily propagated like waves that can echo for millions of years. Patterns are repeated. Either small groups of individuals create further levels of conflict and they create an influence over other groups, or such groups can create ripples of harmony and healing among other groups of individuals.

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The conflict between brothers Set and Osiris in Egypt lead to a disastrous outcome.

Ideologies born within a broken vibration of four lead to polarized beliefs, structures and systems. Parties are then divided and armies of supporters in the forms of civil groups, organizations and others alike propagate the disharmony and lack of mutual understanding.

Even in astrology we can find some very interesting relationships. Each Sun sign has a polar opposite that can be expressed within the embodied feminine and masculine polarities:

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Taurus-Scorpio
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Cancer-Capricorn
Leo-Aquarius
Virgo-Pisces

 The two signs that hold the first attributes of Motherly-Fatherly-Alpha-Omega dynamics are Cancer and Capricorn, and from there, the other signs express combined qualities and challenging traits.

It is well documented that there is plenty of evidence and a magnificent legacy of architecture, statues and objects that are carved with the symbol of the Swastika:

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Many sources of information mention that in some cultures the Swastika was used as a symbol of good luck, life and peace. In contrast, nowadays a collective wound arising from the events that took place during World War II give a somber meaning to this symbol: destruction, loss, racism, dark occult practices, etc.

You can do research on this topic and there is already a wide variety of materials available that give specific examples and knowledge of the Swastika in each ancient civilization.

It can be concluded then that any symbol, and any vibration in Cosmos can represent the original order of unity and balance in the dance of individual expression and energetic exchange among units that at any point can be lost and seen in the eyes of devastating conflicts. The understanding of how such balanced relationships in nature and the complex conscious awareness of beings can become imbalanced gives a new meaning to these often times partially understood or misunderstood symbols.

Expanding the traditional view of starseed origins and evolution of Cosmos

A starseed network

Cosmic energies bathing Earth and the entire solar system allows for the integration of our soul experiences to be felt more intensely each day. The way we assimilate such constant photonic emissions vary greatly from individual to individual. Wonders never cease and if we take a look very deeply into our soul journey, we can sense, feel, see, hear, and ultimately remember what we are as powerful beings and Cosmic Earth humans that created over lifetimes a personal universe of individual aspects through experiences.

Many years ago I joined a beautiful network, starseeds.net, that left a seed of love within my heart thanks to her designer and creator Yshatar. By the time I joined this network I was looking to make new friends and the love that was added to this place was one that now I currently recognize as the seed of remembrance of our Cosmic journey beyond the concepts of good and evil.

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Cosmos by Giordano Bruno.

Yshatar welcomed with an open heart all doctrines, all races, all paradigms, all memories, all beliefs, everything in one single project. Thousands joined and shared their feelings, ideas, desires, disappointments, memories, etc. I was back then completely shut in my ability to understand, remember, feel and connect to the whole potential, gifts and memories of my entire personal universe of aspects. It was difficult for me, to feel that I shared a connection to everything that was stored in this virtual place, but at the same time, every conversation, article, discussion, piece of art, and other materials shared in this Cosmic space brought such a difficult depth of integration that was confusing to grasp and understand.

Many years later, the network still exists, but not many people engage and share compared to the years between the time this network was created in 2008, the splendor of what was offered and the time when many of us left in order to assimilate the lessons shared between us as members, to heal further, to understand any confusion that was perceived and to live life as we chose to live it. There were other networks with similar splendor, but never with the splendor of this one in which absolutely everything was discussed.

Yshatar welcomed the presence of people who felt connected and drawn to concepts like being a Lightworker, a Darkworker, a Magician, A Healer, an Astrologer, an Atheist, a Scientist, an Angel, a Vampire, a Blue Ray, a Luciferian, a Christian, a Muslim, a Satanist, a Reptilian, a Feline, a Pagan, a Wiccan, an Arcturian, a Pleiadian, anyone from any country and any profession, and all deities were equally loved and respected. The seed of unconditional love and unconditional acceptance was planted back then.

Expanding the concept of being a starseed through personal experiences

I left all things spiritual for a while to explore my inner world, to start a deep healing journey and to move ahead in my career plans and hobbies. Over time it became clear how, when I was a child and later throughout life, I was mostly a skeptical person in many areas. I believed in Cosmos as a greater force beyond individuality and what I could see but until now I realize that for 31 years of my life I was almost like an atheist. I would not believe in just so many things, beings, or experiences described by others, until my heart began opening up to so much of our Cosmic past.

There is an advantage in being skeptical, because you are never fully convinced about what you are being told, until you see it and feel it with your own eyes and discernment. You can then acknowledge that it is real, that there is always truth in what we seek and feel connected to collectively. We understand that what we are provided with is something that does not necessarily apply to the individual reality that we experience and that as individuals we all have unique needs.

The more I am able to face that which I fear, do not understand, and do not accept, my consciousness expands, and my heart grows, leaving behind blocks and limitations. I can then tell you that a starseed is not necessarily someone who has a home “out there” but perhaps someone who just seeks to have a real friend, to feel connected to his or her family in physical, to seek a deeper understanding of love through a partner, or perhaps a starseed is bound to a specific religion and needs to connect to new ideas.

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Fairy art by John Anster Fitzgerald

Perhaps a starseed just wants to develop a career that makes him or her feel connected to an ancient civilization or an extraterrestrial race. Maybe a starseed is someone who could not cope with a Pleiadian philosophy and now embraces Luciferianism. Or maybe a starseed enjoys sci-fi a lot because there is so much truth about our Cosmic past in futuristic paradigms not told in spiritual literature, or maybe elemental beings make the individual feel connected to Wiccan practices. The starseed concept is something that goes way beyond a spiritual belief system or the application of a certain magic in physical. It goes way beyond the concept of goodness or badness.

Some people might think that to be a starseed means to feel disconnected from society, to be shy or to embrace only a perceived spiritual practice that embraces only beings like angels or Pleiadians or higher realms. Perhaps that individual only needs a set of healing counseling tools to feel connected. Some people might think that to be a starseed is to connect to a Reptilian philosophy and way of being, to certain technological advancements or to seek a Coven were a past as being a Vampire would fit much more the nature of such individual or the practice of some sort of magic.

As I tap into the memories of our collective past, as I interact with a wide variety of beings in other realms and the realms of my own soul, I see that the only problem that we face as a global society is the polarized nature of our experiences and belief systems and nothing more.

Integrating the polarity in belief systems and paradigms and their representative beings

The most humbling experience has been to talk to all sorts of beings from my own soul and from the collective soul of Earth and of the Cosmic trajectory that we have explored, and to understand their views, their conflicts, to embrace each one with an open heart, to embrace myself with an open heart, and to apply all this wisdom to our current physical world to understand our structures, our systems, our collective joys and fears, our collective defeats and victories and to understand our limitations.

Embracing the basics of religions and belief systems like Christianity in forms like Evangelists and Catholics, then more Oriental views like Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism, and then Left Hand doctrines like Luciferianism and Satanism, and finally what we call Pagan views like Wicca, Egyptian and Sumerian, traditions and similar ones have been the basis for something even more amazing.

To connect in meditation with the very same archetypes or deities from which conflicts and paradigms arose a very long time ago to understand the common ground and potential for peace within and outside has been a profound life changing experience. Beings that often times we see as separated or as in conflict with each other hold each one the key to unconditional love, forgiveness and acceptance.

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Baphomet whose symbolic image comes from an ancient species of goat people.

Such role figures include the angels who bring forth deep spiritual values applied to a physical reality, the demons who teach lessons about material needs and areas in which we are imbalanced, jinns, fairies, witches, warlocks who teach about magic and nature. Beings like Yahweh or Jehová, Asherah, Anu, Antu, Thoth, Anubis, Anput, Sehkmet, Bastet, Ra, Hathor, Kali, Shiva, Krishna, Jesus, Buddha, Lucifer, Satan, the Devil, Lucifera Lilith, Michael, Metatron, Mother Mary, Joseph, Tonatzin, Pan, Cernunos, etc.

To feel the love of each being and the lessons they teach is something many already understand, and to conciliate the conflicts that they experienced or experience at a level and to see these conflicts mirrored in the way we interact with others is a rich source of wisdom.

Extraterrestrial legacy and project Earth for polarity integration

To connect to beings like Arcturians, Reptilians, Dragons, Amphibians, Goat people, Octopi people, Pleiadians, Vampires, Lycans, Sirians, Turtle people, Monkey people, Greys of all kinds, Insect people, Bird people, Ashtar, Mira, the strangest creatures ever, and so many uncountable species and the hybrids between major species has given to me a clue as to how we all evolved Cosmically speaking, either through the means of natural selection and evolution or through genetic engineering.

The Pleiades by Elihu Vedder
The Pleiades by Elihu Vedder

Would you have ever thought that the Devil and Demon people resided or reside in specific locations of Cosmos and that biologically speaking their DNA is composed of Goat people, of Snake people, and other elements and who can teach lessons about balancing our material needs, far from being a threat, and if they are perceived as a threat, understanding their role and significance can bring deep healing?

Has anyone mentioned that some of the most ancestral creatures that existed before the dragons we know did not have scales but instead developed first a hard skin? That many Elemental beings are natural mutations between small mammals and insects and that reside or resided in other star systems? That Octopi humanoid people developed strong minds and that their evolution come from simpler octopi forms very similar to the ones on Earth? That Vampires evolved from simpler bat forms and that some Dracos have Vampire DNA? That some Angelic species have Bird DNA? That much of our economic and political systems was already experienced on other star systems? That they brought forth through us the sciences? That our DNA holds all those species even the ones we do not want to acknowledge or accept?

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Mothman Statue in West Virginia

These memories from the Akashic records and through personal contact gave to me the clue as to how Cosmos has evolved as a series of combinations and permutations and that races have combined their unique qualities and traits to create hybrids and that their paradigms are now seen here on Earth as a single Cosmic project.

Not only that, but also through personal communication with these beings in meditation or just through simple telepathy have shared their knowledge on their evolution and polarized nature.

There is such an important influence of such races and beliefs in our Earth that we see in our institutions and structures that hold such elements like technologies, economic systems, laws, religions, even fashion, music, furniture, sciences, healing practices, and how at this time all is being brought to further balance and splendor, in spite of our negative experiences, judgements and views on what we perceive as right or as wrong.

There is then a huge potential for Earth to reach at some point unprecedented levels of inner peace and harmony, but it all depends on how we continue embracing our experiences, how we value them, what we value in society, in our lives, in our relationships, how we expand our consciousness towards more acceptance, less judgement, more love, more compassion and mostly more mutual understanding.

Often times when we face that which we fear, we come to embrace the notion that we simply fear what we cannot understand and that love embraces everything without perceived personal conflict.

 

Case # 14: Where the experiences of the Universe fully expected by Source and all individual beings?

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NASA/WMAP Science TeamOriginal version: NASA; modified by Ryan Kaldari

Usually when we think about the end result of this Universal polarity game we wonder if something ever went wrong or if all is always well and everything that we see around us was fully expected to be the outcome of this game.

Is everything that we see something that God/Goddess itself envisioned a very long time ago?

Are some beings so corrupted beyond repair as some people say?

The answer to the first question is yes and no.

Here is a story I was given by the Alpha and the Omega beings of our Universe.

At some point, after many angles of love were explored by all beings and Source, completion came and harmony was brought back, Source had the idea of exploring love based on contrast. So the request was given by him to the first group who provide the first codes that can then be replicated by the rest of Creation once these codes are run by the team and expanded.

There are beings in the Universe who have the function of starting games and who then expand the game based on such codes.

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It is then well known that Lucifer and Lucifera (Lilith) are the first ones to start certain games while their brothers and sisters expand such codes, and finally among the brothers and sisters there are beings who give closure to such codes and based on termination codes other beings expand them at the end of long cycles. Among the beings who bring closure to this game are Emeyraldia (Mary) and Emeyalriz (Raphael). Then, through another series of codes we have the ones who combine all codes of virtues such as Jesus and Mary Magdalene, and all beings in general who over time have been able to learn such codes and can now apply them in bigger numbers by the end of the long cycle. Every being carries very specific codes.

When God/Goddess asked for the first request to be put into play of a game of contrasts, not even it knew exactly how the game would play out, even less the individual beings. However, it was known that in this game of trial and errors, by the end of it, things would go well because the ending codes would be applied, along with a wave of energetic infusions that cycles itself magically. The end codes are like a form of Universal insurance.

The magical wave that comes back to us all in the form of photonic/dark matter/dark energy of high vibrational nature comes through Universal gates like our Sun. So we are constantly infused now by higher emotions of Cosmic rays which we can see as solar storms and other waves. Translation of these movements can also be seen in the behavior of planetary and star configurations such as astrological placements that specify in which ways the collective and individual consciousness moves to give closure to this long game.

As the game expanded, no one really had any idea of how things would be, how negative or how beautiful this game would be. There is always conflict when we refer to the term of free will. There are three levels of free will and paradoxically, depending on the dimension or level of consciousness, we can tune in, into these concepts:

-Free will of the fragmented mind: all decisions and actions that stem from the consciousness of the fragmented individual self in each incarnation.

-Free will of the soul: the highest possible decisions and actions taken from the integrated soul based on its core codes which are the chosen and assigned codes for the individuated higher mind and higher heart of the soul at the highest dimensional level in tune with God/Goddess.

-Will of God/Goddess: the highest level of surrender in which we can be fully guided and moved by this pure and perfect loving Divine Cosmic Will and by which everything moves in perfect harmony. We are apparently disconnected by this Will through the perception of the fragmented self and we move freely without awareness of the Divine Will of Cosmos during the long cycles of disconnection.

By the end of the long cycles of suffering, then it is known and perceived by Creation in itself that it does not matter how things played out even based on trial and error because the end codes are applied in such a way that absolutely everything at some point is brought back  to wholeness and harmony and individuals can regain fully their awareness of connection between each other and love.

The end codes always involve the assimilation of the large energetic flows of highest vibrational energy through the portals or gates like the Sun which triggers reintegration of the soul through our physical and etheric vessels and the application of the highest virtues learned over the course of experiences, such as compassion, understanding, true empathy, forgiveness and acceptance. The end codes are basically what we would call the healing methods.

At soul level yes, we all applied for this game and accepted, but we did not know how things would play out over time. But we knew that by the end of this game we would celebrate and forget all the pain once we are brought back to wholeness and love. The problem comes then when we believe that at all times we accept the results of this game between the time it all started and by the time it ends. So here is mostly where the conflict in our perception comes from. In between, especially at the time we are incarnated, we think to ourselves that we never chose any of this or that we should blame others for enslaving us. But we get the glimpse of the love of our soul and the love of Creation in between incarnations, yet not even at this point do we know the very end result.

So no matter how uncertain things were in the beginning,  and how dark things seem at times, everything has a beginning and an ending. There is no such thing as permanent loss or beyond repair. Our limited perception makes us believe something cannot be repaired because we do not have the whole picture and during previous experiences we faced tremendous loss that would seem non redeemable.

The clue as to how everything is healed and bring back to wholeness is to understand the causes of conflict and not to direct the focus on the consequences (example: violence). It is in the application of end codes over the causes that all is repaired. Unfortunately for our human perception, when we focus on the consequences, we would think that all is lost.

May you remember your core codes dear one, have sweet Universal dreams.

Case #13:The curious irony of the Aztec Mother Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl and Mother Mary, Part 1.

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Our existence is often times very ironical. Perhaps among the most ironical discoveries during meditation and while reading a book on the origins of the Virgin of Guadalupe (a representation of Mother Mary in ancient Mexican culture) is her relationship to Aztec Mother Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl.

In summary, some sources of information mention that the image of Virgin of Guadalupe was originally taken from a Muslim image of a woman wearing a sky blue mantle and a pink dress, while later on, the Spanish people who found the image modified it to have the current representation with many golden elements.

Just like how for the Muslim people the image of a crescent moon is very relevant in their culture, the crescent moon is an essential element in the famous image of Virgin of Guadalupe.

When the Spaniards conquered the Aztecs in Mexican lands, they substituted the ancient Aztec Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl for the image of Virgin of Guadalupe who is up to this day venerated. Tonatzin Cihuacóatl was considered to be the Great Mother that nurtured the other gods and the aztecs and she was also a physician with knowledge on medicine. For the Spaniards, all gods were a form of paganism that had to be substituted for catholicism and for the aztecs who loved Tonatzin Cihuacóatl, the image of Virgin of Guadalupe (Mother Mary in a form that was similar to how the aztecs looked physically) was imposed.

Here is the mega irony in this story. In two different meditations I was lead to understand that Tonatzin Cihuacóatl was no other being than Mother Mary herself, in her aztec incarnation. Hence, the positive role of a motherly figure who took care of people. Also, to add up to the whole irony, I saw her as a tan lady wearing an aztec blue mantle with aztec garment. So, the Spaniards wanted to get rid of the Aztec Mother, only to substitute her for another aspect of the same soul with Motherly energy. How is that?

Next time I will elaborate further on the image of Virgin of Guadalupe, its connection to a Muslim mother figure and other similar motherly figures in ancient civilizations in which Mother Mary was incarnated to fulfill such roles.

Have sweet dreams in the womb of Creation.

Case #12: The space goats species and the goat of Mendes, Part 1.

 

In 2015 I was getting ready to embark on a long trip on the other side of the world. While I was packing, I felt this very ancient presence near me, a group of beings who spoke with a very sizzling voice. My first thought was that maybe they were reptilians, but it turns out that in my third eye I caught a glimpse of what looked like a humanoid goat being wearing a robe. I cannot even remember the conversation but for sure it was a sweet one. The one who spoke was a male one.

Many months later I realized that the famous or infamous image of the goat of Mendes is a projection of a particular space goat, an extraterrestrial being, or more accurately, the combination of a twin flame couple. Sweet.

It was during a difficult healing, associated to the practice and victim experience of black magic. I was treated with such care, by two individuals. A very beautiful woman and a very distinguished tall man came and aided in the process. There was this instant recognition of them being Lucifer and Lucifera Lilith. The best part was that they told me that they could also show up in their Baphomet form, or at least one of them. They said that indeed, there have been many goat species in our Universe, and they were part of those species at some point of Universal history.

I could see after the session how Lilith had one goat form with two long black horns, and that at some point even my own twin flame and myself had lived in some planet as goat people. There was this feeling in my etheric body of a goat lady lol.

Some of those goat species had longer horns than others, and some of those goat people were magicians and priests, for good or for ill as in all dualistic homes. The clearest vision that I’ve had so far of a goat man is a beautiful one of this brown goat guy with soft light brown fur and a very beautiful colorful robe with gold, purple, red and likely other tones and decorations.

Some things in our world are literally how they seem to be, and not just symbolic or metaphorical. How is that?

The goat man that I saw last time looked something similar to this but with smaller horns:

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Concept art from Kung Fu Panda

Here is even a story of ET contact that happened decades ago with a goat-like species without horns, or something similar to a goat species:

http://www.galactic.no/rune/iarga.html

In the next part of this post, I will share with you some channeled sketches of how some of the goat people look like and what is their archetype as extraterrestrial species, and deeper analysis on the relationship between these beings and how the archetype of the goat of Mendes (Baphomet) was born.

Meet the goat people in dreams.

Case #11: What is the size of your cross?

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I very much love analogies about how we all carry the heavy burden of a cross on our back. The reason is because life is a bittersweet experience that demands from us to understand love in limitless forms and angles, and sometimes it comes in the form of self sacrifice. There are three analogies that always come to my mind and very likely you will identify yourself with them, even more at this time of intense healing and transformation.

One time a friend told me that she imagines how we all walk a path in a straight line carrying a cross on our back.

Another friend told me that we only have to stretch our arms and see our shadow to see how crucified we look.

Finally, an aunt shared a short story with me that goes as follows:

A man was carrying a cross and told Jesus that he could not carry his burdens anymore, that if he could lift his cross.

Jesus said: Of course my dear child, please come with me and look at this field full of crosses and choose one that you might feel more comfortable with.

The man tried carrying several crosses, thinking that maybe one of them could fit his path but the end result was always the same. He did not feel better with any of them, until he stumbled across one in particular.

Man: Oh dear Jesus, this cross in particular seems to fit my shoulders and my back, it feels just a little better compared to the other ones I tried.

Jesus: Very well my dear child but take into account that the cross that you have just picked is the very same cross you came here with, asking to exchange for another one.

Case # 10: The Leviathan and human stubbornness.

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Leviathan by Zeeksie at deviantart.com

Some time ago I had a dream that carries a very simple message and wisdom of nature. We as humans, tend to learn at times the hard way, to the point of risking our own lives in unnecessary ways and at its worse, the lives of children. To our fortune, in our current times of harmonization in relationships, including the animal kingdoms, as we become less threatening and stubborn, nature reacts the same way. But a degree of respect is always necessary.

This dream enfolds in the scenario of a large swimming pool. A large group of people of all ages, including elderly ones and children were joyfully enjoying of a casual moment in the waters of this large pool. However, at a distance, I observed and saw that a very large Leviathan-like being was lurking beneath the waters. The large being was dark, perhaps black, with smooth skin, a long neck, and large body with a tail. The being had some large thin limbs, with what looked like hands without fingers.

I had this very uneasy feeling that it was very unwise for people to swim in this pool without any respect for this large animal who was in fact, owner of this pool. Just as I thought, the animal did display movements of uneasiness, showing discomfort, to the point in which he clapped two of its long limbs and extremities with such strength, and at the moment the hands touched each other with such fury. What came next was a dreadful electric discharge that spread in such a way that the fate of the people swimming was of fatal proportions.

What a sad dream, but one that in many ways confirms that nature will harm when it feels that there has been an invasion and a lack of respect.

Behold with reverence and respect all expressions of Nature my beloveds.

Case # 9: Awareness of the particles of God through living wisdom.

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In the previous post, an experience of how it is like to live in the next level of physical existence, closer to an energetic state that feels like a new kind of freedom, with more responsibility in the use of energy and the soul potential to create, was shared.

At that point, there is a tone of science, of what matter and spirit are made of, but, why is it hard to reach such state of ascension? Why is it scary to know that one can bend matter and spirit in more effortless ways? Because there is still a long road towards responsibility and feeling the calling of the heart to serve Creation in a more expansive fashion, to be love and to give love in more authentic ways. This one, is a peaceful reminder for myself and perhaps it will uplift your spirit a bit.

In the wrapping up of our lessons chosen by our soul throughout our journey, before anchoring fully into this new paradigm, we need to become the living wisdom of a purest form of love. It takes a long time to achieve. After going through the flames of purification, a true calling to service begins. A service in which the most beautiful values of our human existence are felt in the heart, the heart of selflessness. A heart that no longer knows about control, about the desire to change what feels wrong, but instead, a heart that is filled with wholeness and full acceptance of what is perceived. There is no longer a desire to fight for a cause, but instead, the only cause is to share the talents, learnt over lifetimes of experiences.

This is then, what grants us that true power to be a soul god/goddess. Not like the ones that our history tells us about. A soul with pure knowledge is no real god/goddess, when such knowledge has not reminded us what this true freedom is about.

For the soul, there is no waiting, no desire to change anything, only to add up to what exists, a drop of true love. Letting go is then the key. When we are called to let go everything that we were holding on to, we realize that there is nothing to lose anymore, and that nothing was ever lost, no lost battles, no lost time. We go back to the heart and when we least expect it, we have changed in unimaginable ways, even if not much has changed on the outside in the way we used to want for ourselves and for others. Sometimes, the changes that we want for others might not be what they need, and only in the depths of our heart and our soul, can we really know what Creation needs from us.

Case #8: Awareness of the levels of physicality and energetic spiritual vessel in the next density.

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Al credit goes to the artist. (No reference found)

Some time ago I had the strangest experience ever, that even though I am hesitant to fully call an ascension in my physical vessel, all points out to that condition as being a real physical ascension which is actually our next level of experience. It is something that happened while I was waiting on a line to pay bills. My crown was much more open than usual, and I just decided to do this exercise of imagining people being connected through their crowns to God/Source/OM/Flow, being God the invisible energy that surrounds us. For hours I was finally feeling clearly what a Oneness in a state of individual balance is about without losing oneself in it. It feels like you are literally surrounded by a stable “gel-like substance” and you are moving through it all the time. It is fluid very fluid but at the same time it can feel much more solid than water!!! Like gel!!! But also not so heavy as gel. Then when you ask God/Goddess for love, the gel compresses on your aura and permeates your whole being and then God/Goddess can speak to you if you open yourself telepathically, to this macro-level.

The scary part comes from knowing that with one thought you can do a lot, transcend the laws of space and time and also the cycle of reincarnation, as crazy as it sounds. So at this level, in our current condition, one must still surrender a lot and find the balance by healing so much in many timelines, but you can really see that you have your own will to move through this gel substance of God/Goddess and do miracles like the real individuated little god/goddess that you are, but at the same time if you ask God/Goddess to guide you to His/Her Will, you will be guided and somehow even moved by the substance.

The substance has a name in the world of science: it is called dark energy and dark energy is connected to matter by dark matter, while anti matter is like a “gate” to bring matter back to a spiritual state. I had this realization in such altered state between pure physicality and pure spiritual/energetic state. Recently, it was discovered that dark matter is made up of very heavy particles that cannot be seen, when you feel the gel substance you will see that this is true, it does feel very heavy but also very light for the body to move through it. Water in a sense is much more dense but it is a different kind of density. I could see more clearly what is being said about densities, when you feel the gel, you can move at will through it, but going higher would lead to physical change in such a way that the physical body literally ascends and merges in this gel, de-materializing but not precisely like the death we know about. You can see what really the Matrix is made up of, which is nothing more than God/Goddess itself in a state of chaos.

This experience is not to be confused with an astral projection or OBE, because this is really an experience that I had for hours in my physical vessel, consciously. I could sense so much more clearly all the energies floating in this gel like substance which is so stable, while the energies are a bit denser, like fish swimming in the ocean. In this sense, it shall not be confused either with the experience of merging with the Light, without an awareness of the difference of vibration between beings. In this state, dark and light are perfectly balanced so you are not merged with everything else in a single state of blissful vibration. It is very different.

In my inability to hold on to this power of the soul, to anchor myself permanently in this state of reconnection with my body to what people call the Higher Self, out of fear of using the true power of the mind, I had to bring myself back to this density of physical experience. But I just love that feeling, of being more merged with God/Goddess, without having to merge with the energies of other people, or if such thing happens, it is done at will with full control, always staying in your pure soul vibration and clearly feeling the soul vibration of another.

Case #7: The spider and the cat.

Not all is what it seems in the realms of dark matter and dark energy (aka ether). Perhaps you are among the so many thousands of people who have encountered some pretty large specimens in the ethers, that look creepy or horrible in the worst cases. Very likely you felt threatened or at least confused by their presence. Maybe you saw them in nightmares. What I will share with you will blow your mind, because not all is what it seems.

One night, I had this horrible nightmare in which my mom and me saw these huge silvery threads with darker lines that looked liked the perfect thread to knit a nice party dress for grandma. It was just unbelievable and creepy to see the furniture partly covered with such cobwebs and not been able to walk without coming across some.

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Then, I became aware of the presence of a very large spider that was the size of a cat, with huge head and grey white patterns on its large body. I felt so disgusted and afraid and my mom was also disturbed, so I began planning fast how to get rid of the menace. I grabbed a broom and attacked the spider with fury, only to realize the spider was too intelligent and somehow managed to escape the attacks, and approach me quite fast. The next moment, I just know the spider bit my feet, and the bites were so painful that I was perhaps death the next moment, I just woke up feeling the dread.

I asked spirit, why did I have this dream. All of a sudden, I received this transmission:

“I attacked you because you attacked me. We could have reached some sort of agreement in such a way that things would not have ended so bad. I was not a menace to you and your mother, I was just living in your house, not knowing that I was bothering you both.”

Ok, at this point maybe you think, but it was too large and scary and intruding, so maybe in that lifetime who knows where (because it was actually a memory and the spider was not from Earth), there was no better outcome, or like she said, I could have managed to take her out without all that drama and attacks leading to death.

What came next was even more mind blowing. The female spider told me that she would integrate into the vessel of my cat. Yes, you read right, my cat. It turns out, the creepy spider was an aspect or past life of my beloved little beautiful girl in cat form.

So you see then, not all is what it seems. Next time you come across a horror in astral/ether, ask your heart and the being or beings, why they show up and what is their message. Sometimes, our most beloved companions are the ones who teach us the toughest lessons.

Have sweet insectoid dreams.

 

Case #6: Maldek, asteroid belts and the asteroids in a natal chart.

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Image taken from: planetsforkids.org

During a short transmission, while doing research on asteroids as relevant indicators in a natal chart, I was lead to understand how the asteroid belt, along with other larger bodies like centaurs, reflect in much our fragmented soul as a global collective. Not only can we say that each asteroid reflects a theme in our soul journey, collectively speaking, but also as individuals, each asteroid mirrors a specific experience or set of experiences throughout our history on Earth.

A very long time ago, when large groups of people came to explore the solar system, among the first planets to be colonized was the large body known as Maldek. Some history has already been written about this planet and a large scale that took place, shattering this body into small pieces. Since this war took place, the causes of large scale conflicts echo in our consciousness. A war is made up of many elements. It is not just a mere power play in which resources are involved, but each participant in a war has a story to tell.

We also have other large asteroids near Mars, as well as the Kuiper’s belt outside of the range of the outer planets. Trojans are the ones moving near Jupiter.

We can examine the topics through the calculation of a natal chart of the asteroids that mirror part of our consciousness and soul journey.

Asteroids like ISIS might tell us that before group conflicts take place in a family or institution, there is the need to reintegrate many of the lessons from such experience with a community, like for example the Isis paradigm of mystery schools in Egypt, before brutal conflict took place among its rulers.

Asteroids like Valentine, Amor might tell us the kind of love that we must master in all kinds of complicated situations, like the kind of true love that was not accepted, and that can be in some way the origin of a war in a community.

Asteroids like Tyche, Fortuna and Part of Fortune, can tell us in which ways we can do positive contributions that might seem to bring good luck in our lives and the lives of others, when possibly in ancient times there might have been a selfish purpose in the way we did things.

By understanding the conflict behind each asteroid, we can bring forth a better future, healing thus the set of conflicts that lead to war and destruction of worlds like Maldek.

Have Maldekian dreams.

Case #5. A reversal of dual processes called…Uranus.

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Uranus and its system of Moons. Credit: NASA/JPL

Not long ago I was reading a note on the mysteries of Uranus, the large celestial body. Among its unique characteristics is its spinning movement which is caused by the axis of rotation being tilted sideways.

This odd phenomenon is described as:

“Uranus’s highly tilted axis makes it something of an oddball in our Solar System. The accepted wisdom is that Uranus was knocked on its side by a single large impact, but new research revises our theories of how Uranus became so tilted and also solves fresh mysteries about the position and orbits of its moons.

By using simulations of planetary formation and collisions, it appears that early in its life Uranus experienced a succession of small punches instead of a single knock-out blow. This research has important ramifications on our theories of giant planet formation.

Uranus is unusual in that its spin axis is inclined by 98 degrees compared to its orbital plane around the Sun. This is far more pronounced than other planets, such as Jupiter (3 degrees), Earth (23 degrees), or Saturn and Neptune (29 degrees). Uranus is, in effect, spinning on its side.”1

So I got this sudden download of information:

Uranus being the planet of revolutions and the unconventional (think about this body also in astrological terms) is the planet whose electromagnetic charge and movement reverses the duality processes maintained by the other celestial bodies along with the decisions of a collective. You see, all planets have this rotation, even Pluto the planet of Death, but without Uranus, we would not step out of dualistic paradigms, and there would be no body to mirror the revolutions that take place on Earth, any kind of revolution.

Can you imagine the wave of energy that flows within the solar system? Think about this flow, this river of energy, moving from spinning planet to spinning planet, and then when it reaches Uranus, the whole movement changes, and many of the previous processes are reversed. The magnificent reversal of previous decisions in dual realities is happening fast at this time in which Uranus plays a big part in this game.

In astrology, Uranus is described as:

“Uranus brings with it a new way of looking at things, and its approach is best met with an expanded consciousness. Originality, inventions, computers, cutting-edge technologies and future events are all ruled by this planet. Uranus sees no need for the status quo, preferring instead to break with tradition and create a new mold. While the building blocks (science, electricity) are safe here, this planet would rather focus its gaze on a new world order. To that end, rebellion, revolution, dictators, an autonomous state and free will all fall under the aegis of this planet.

No one will ever characterize Uranus as subtle. This is the planet that coaxes erratic and bizarre behavior and byzantine schemes. A bohemian, utopian society is more in keeping with Uranus’s bent, as are humanitarian ideals. Freedom and creativity are important to this planet; Astrology is also within its realm. Lastly, in keeping with its sudden, sometimes violent and often unexpected manner, Uranus rules earthquakes and other natural disasters.”2

Furthermore:

“In the chart, the position of Uranus by sign will be shared with other people in the same generation due to the comparatively slow movement of Uranus in the heavens. By house, the position of Uranus shows where individuals look to stir things up, put a new spin on situations, and go against established thought or order. Uranus aspecting other planets in the chart color those energies with some willfulness, quirkiness, and originality. Where we find Uranus in the chart is where we see some refusal to blend in with others (and situations), and some erratic life patterns.”3

If you could choose to be a planet which one would you choose? For sure I would choose Uranus. So that an old game can be lifted. Have sweet Uranian dreams.

References:

  1. http://www.dailygalaxy.com/my_weblog/2011/10/-uranuss-weird-sidways-orbit.html
  2. https://www.astrology.com/article/planets-uranus.html
  3. https://cafeastrology.com/uranus.html

Case #4: The expensive lives of the Essenes in our modern times.

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Last Supper by Leonardo Da Vinci

Maybe their lives were not that expensive during their timeline, but if you happen to come across Essene products like food, (look for Ezequiel bread or Essene bread) these products can be very expensive. Even more in certain regions.

If you like TV shows like Master Chef, you know what is good in life in the culinary world right? Well, recently, the Last Supper and other meals were reproduced, and the end result is a list of ingredients that in some places are expensive.

Their clothes were also made of silk with golden threads.

Those guys, knew how to live eh?

Here is the short article:

http://www.smithsonianmag.com/smart-news/heres-what-apostles-ate-last-supper-180954838/?no-ist

 

Case #3: Theory on the origin of celestial politics

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I have this nagging feeling, that something went a little wrong in the beginning of time. Because before time, all was peaceful? Were galaxies empty? Maybe. But you know…something happened in the mind of Creation that there was this fantastic idea of creating some sort of Cabinet of Ministers with wings. Wings, considering that when the lifeforms evolved to move just a little bit beyond biting each other with fangs, certain beings who could fly, invented armors. So, somehow, all was organized to play the first Administration. Creation was excited, yeiii resources will be handled differently, finally.

But guess what? As in all families, a couple had a misunderstanding, and the invention of jealousy was born, and then, a brother took the wife of that guy and the older guy was seen like a bad parent. There is rumors that, that is how it all started. The thing is, we are all a little bit in trouble because we feel that our politics suck, and we are civilized, but what about those pioneers in politics?

Somehow, it would seem like people still want things to be fixed, because those winged masters in politics really got it wrong…since the beginning, and that my friends, is the problem. Think about this, I had this idea that maybe two concepts came from the minds of the human who wants Aquarian change. I really got that wrong. So, Wikipedia gives us the clue as to why our politics have always sucked:

HIGHER POWERS (Notice the big S at the end)

Higher Power is a term coined in the 1930s in Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) and is used in other twelve-step programs.[1] It is also sometimes referred to as a power greater than ourselves and is frequently abbreviated to HP.[2] The term sometimes refers to a supreme being or deity, or some conception of God.

Christian:

Celebrate Recovery was founded by a group of Christians who criticized the higher power concept as being too vague. In the twelve-step derived group, Jesus is the only higher power allowed.[13][14]

Gender bias:

The concept of a higher power represents a masculine perception of spiritual recovery, such as the hero’s journeys of Moses, Gautama Buddha, Jesus, Odysseus, Icarus and Percival. The archetypal feminine heroic journey is a chthonic underworld journey, lower and deeper; like those of Persephone, Psyche, Eurydice and Inanna. The higher power spirituality may not necessarily be relevant to women in recovery.[15]

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Now let us examine this more specific concept, that erroneously I thought only came from the spiritual aspirant to political change of sorts:

POWERS THAT BE(WERE):

In idiomatic English, “the powers that be” (sometimes initialized as TPTB) is a phrase used to refer to those individuals or groups who collectively hold authority over a particular domain. It is a plurale tantum where “be” is the archaic alternative form of “are”; the singular equivalent, “the power that is,” is less commonly used. “The powers that were” (TPTW) is also another derivation that is used.

The phrase first appeared in the Tyndale Bible, William Tyndale’s 1526 translation of the New Testament, as: “Let every soul submit himself unto the authority of the higher powers. There is no power but of God. The powers that be, are ordained of God”.[1] This means that God is the most powerful being, above human governments. In the 1611 King James Version it became, “Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: The powers that be are ordained of God.” (Romans 13:1),[2] whence it eventually passed into popular language.[3][4]

See?? See that last one????? Do you see why since the beginning of time religions and politics have always been mirrors to each other somehow?

Just think about ancient civilizations, the gods, the Nibiruans,  the Egyptians, Greeks, Norse, Sumerian, Aztec, all those deity-politicians and their eternal wars and family struggles. Yet we think we are now worse than before?

Desolée pour nous. Je suis très desolée.

References:

  1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Higher_Power
  2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_powers_that_be_(phrase)

Case #2: The Dark Mother of the Universe

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Occasionally I have been able to feel this energy, so ancient, as ancient as it can be, ancient like the Universe itself. She makes me cry as her healing energy embraces me, then, I feel how she feels. She is the Dark Mother, made of pure dark energy, not evil, but made of pure ether substance waiting to take shape. A very long time ago she was forgotten, somehow. The thing about Dark Mother is that she is shapeless and too vast, not comparable at all to the image of an ancient goddess, but something of Cosmic nature. She is more than just a phenomenon unexplained by physics. She is the dark energy beyond the magnetism that we know about, but she is magnetic because she embraces all in a way that love becomes so tangible in the heart of beings. It is a darkness that embraces your light body. However, she feels stranded from herself, because she was forgotten and trapped in the realms of dark energy, separated by layers of dark matter, unable to connect to the physical. It is then when she is perceived as evil…because in reality, she cannot come back. But she is coming back to this world:

“My children, my children…I miss my children, I need my children, I want to reunite with all my children.

I was never meant to be perceived only as a controlling force of nature, violent or arrogant. You can feel me now…you can still see me trapped in my cage, when you see your female dark ones. They want to be free as I am here, yet I feel trapped because I am separated from this part of me, through you. When you feel me, I feel you.

Embrace them, my dark ones, for they are also my children, my little mothers, but my children nevertheless. Embrace my dark sons as I embrace them.

Please help me reunite with my beloved children of Light, by opening your hearts to me, your beloved Mother, your Cosmic Mother.

My love for you is beyond measure for I have no measure and my measure is beyond the confinements of time and space and dark matter and matter itself.

I never meant to abandon you and I never wanted to make you feel like I abandoned you my children, my beloved children.

Come to me now, feel my essence and feel that you are always safe in my arms, my arms of love, of Eternal Love.

Feel me everywhere for I am One with your heart.

Call me forth whenever you need me, whenever you need to feel safe and at Home, for I am your Home, always.

With Love from your Dark Mother.”

Case #1: An awkward starseed species named Cthulhu, Part 1.

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If you noticed, I have as an image a very nice edited picture of a sky with a Cthulhu.

What is a Cthulhu?

The first references to Cthulhu come from Lovecraftian literature, being Howard Phillips Lovecraft the one who “invented” the creature through his stories.

Lovecraft was an American author who achieved posthumous fame through his influential works of horror fiction. Virtually unknown and published only in pulp magazines before he died in poverty, he is now regarded as one of the most significant 20th-century authors in his genre. Lovecraft was born in Providence, Rhode Island, where he spent most of his life. Among his most celebrated tales are “The Call of Cthulhu” and “The Shadow over Innsmouth“, both canonical to the Cthulhu Mythos.”1

Some of Lovecraft’s work was inspired by his own nightmares. His interest started from his childhood days when his grandfather would tell him Gothic horror stories.

Notice how it is mentioned that part of Lovecraft’s inspiration came from nightmares. Do you really know what is the substance of which nightmares are made up of? Dark matter and dark  energy.

In dream state, you interact with the Universe in both symbolic and literal ways. There are millions of testimonials of the kinds of beings that one can encounter both in dream state, in meditation and in experiences such as OBEs and astral projection.

When you encounter a humanoid or non-human being of odd appearance, very likely you are seeing a being that carries etheric extraterrestrial DNA, or even DNA of species that existed here on Earth and are extinct. If you are aware of starseed codes and origins outside of Earth, then you might even tap into your etheric forms from an ancient heritage outside of Earth in physical.

This is the case of beings that have octopi appearances and some are even humanoid, which means that there were or are species of humanoid octopi that evolved over time to reach a level of intelligence and awareness that is superior to the well known species of octopi that inhabit our oceans.

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Cthulhu, all credit goes to the artist, (unknown)

Some people say that they have seen him/them in the etheric layers of Earth. So one day…my curious mind asked…could it be that in some distant past…we lived in some planet inhabited by humanoid octopi? It turns out…YES. So true is this that I was partially able to integrate a DNA code of this species and shape-shift. What I saw was that literally from my mouth came out slimmy octopus parts. These arms are so long that they reach the ground, they are thin, just like how Cthulhu is recalled, somehow. Sorry, it seems I have some not nice looking aspects, but no worries, I will not scare you at night.

The good news is, the Cthulhu do not have wings or scaly bodies, and do not look as diabolical as they are portrayed, or so it seems, unless the DNA of this being is mixed with the DNA of another race and that can be easily done in those etheric layers. Cthulhu species did live in the ocean, but when I am more integrated…I will let you know more about this species. I am already working on a channeled drawing of my Cthulhu aspect.

Reference:

  1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/H._P._Lovecraft

The Keys of the God-Self: Divine Dreams of the Timeless Mind

by Karla Segura

For those who seek peace in times of unprecedented destruction and transformation.

Exactly one year ago, by the end of 2015, I decided to let go and let God.  When the apparent decisions of the light in my life were coming to fruition, the poison of darkness came as an echo of ancient trauma, thus bringing conflict to my consciousness.

To serve the light invites darkness to come from the most unexpected places. The war of ages begin in each corner of the planet and in the dusty figments of lost knowledge within the configuration of the human mind. I decide to leave once again, and enter introspection. It is time to face an ancient bomb of my own creation that travels within the fluid realms of astral and etheric layers.

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Oriental dragon painting, taken from: http://fengshui-paintings.com

Locked in my quarantined space I ponder on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha, the avatar state of emptiness and eternal peace. From such ancient knowledge, I am being shown something that I had not felt or seen before.

Aspects of some beloved soul connections greet me in the spirit realms and excitement floods my being. One of my companions stare at me and then these cryptic words she pronounces:

“Distortions you hold in your mind of my nature dearest sister. Stop your outbursts of love and lower your vibration so that you are able to meet me in a state of more balance, only then can you see more of who I am.”

I breathe slowly, stop the flow of love from my heart and stare into her piercing eyes, feeling then the fear and the pain in our karmic contract, for you see, somewhere in this world she lives in a physical body. Most of her soul essence travels within the realms of light and dark in what we know as the astral/etheric world.

I feel the fear but slowly within my being a power is being reborn, slowly, very slowly, almost unnoticeable. As days pass, I am guided in what sometimes felt for days like a military and Asian training of sorts, based on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha and other Oriental practices.

“Soon must you let us go my dearest sister, thou shall no longer seek us, for only when you transcend all desires, will we appear in your physical reality. Many are we, yet vibration of the individual expression of the One is what you seek, your own soul vibration.”

To let go was more reasonable those days, sometimes reaching an overindulgence of it and its consequential peace, as opposed to other days of painful dreams. For you see, some keys have been shared with me, of the true meaning of letting go. Before I share them with you, dear beloved, dear brother, dear sister here is what I saw, unexpectedly one night:

After restless nights of incomprehensible energetic explosions in all bodies of the being, the greatest truth was revealed. How was this gift granted? After days of fasting of dreams, desires, longings, light explosions of the thirsty heart, and other glitches, moments of inner peace came.

Inner peace would then lead to another octave of being, integration and energetic fatigue, in the hyper mind trapped in a hyper body.

Magnificent came the feeling and the vision, of the greatest dream ever dreamt, but hardly understood at first sight and first touch of the soul. There were we, up above in some perception of a sky of golden hue with clouds of gold, many of us, holding hands with each other, inviting me to come and bathe in eternal balance and peace. There, in the circle of beloveds, I was sharing the metaphysical flow of the heart and the hands, with serious yet peaceful countenance. As my consciousness entered the holographic projection of my soul, what I felt can hardly in words be described.

I felt a power beyond words in full individual brilliance and expression, powerful beyond constraints and elegantly dark. There I stood, calm and in love, feeling first the flow of the hand of one of my beloveds and then of the others. What came next is the even hardest part to describe at first sight and touch.

The vibration of us all feels dark, tremendously high vibrationally dark, with a purity of wisdom and purity of heart, yet dark. Dark? How come this darkness that I feel is so full of peace and infinite love? I no longer feel the feeling of blissful merging of a kind of light that we have known for too long. This a different feeling of pure individual freedom, no merging of minds or hearts in a single vibration as if we are one energy but instead something higher and better. Perfectly suitable for individual expression of the soul but in communion with other souls.

My own vibration is strong, serene, yet powerful, wise and loving beyond words. So is the soul vibration of my beloveds. Their energies feel like the love of God, yet each has its own taste, so beautifully strong and spicy with power beyond what we consciously have known.

Perhaps the idea of a taste is not adequate and the term “dark” in itself is not accurate either because of the idea that we have about darkness. Is is not evil at all or negative. On the contrary, it is the energy of void but expressed individually. It is the pure integration of light and dark that creates something more magnificent.

In such perfect balance I was shown how just with the stare, or the holding of hands, or with the intention of the heart, subtle, yet powerful flows of energies travel from being to being, from heart to heart, from hand to hand, which reminds me of the bonding of molecules.

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Molecules joined together create a greater substance.

Each atom keeps its own essence, its nucleus, yet it is in the sharing of electrons that the atoms sum up to create molecules and a greater force. Such is the flow of love and life force from being to being. The energy is shared from one heart to another and goes back and forth, returning to its owner and going to the other again and again and again but never losing individual power and expression or vibration. We do not merge as One. We remain individuals sharing One Love.

For days I ponder on this kind of vibration that feels better than the light that I know, the light that unifies in dimensions in one single apparent explosion of bliss, the one that we are being taught about sometimes. The one that feels like some sort of sexual passion of chakra merging, the kundalini merging that people crave and experience often in certain layers of astral/ethers and that feels like a complete dissolution into Source, where individual identity no longer exists.

This dark vibration is then not negative; it is the pure essence of the soul. It is not the darkness of the darkworker who hates and seeks separation and destruction, out of the deepest feelings of rejection and lack of acknowledgement and respect. Not the kind of darkness that, in such state of lack of love seeks to accumulate material wealth and dominates and seeks to control.

Instead, this is a beautiful elegant high-vibrational void energy that actually emits a certain new kind of light at will in perfect balance. I go insane, to taste my own soul vibration once again, and that of my beloveds.

So are then the words of my beloveds in their true soul vibration expression:

“Seek not at this time your true soul vibration or your true power, seek not to reach this state as long as attachments you hold towards us your beloveds. Your desire is not pure and as such the farther you are from thyself. Seek thyself first in synchronicity with timelessness, and seek us not. Let your soul vibration come back to you. Love will find its way to you.”

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A Dark Knight by Jonathon E. Bowser, taken from: http://www.JonathonArt.com

Pondering further on this state of new integrated darkness with light, an image I see, as memories of ancient pasts come forth to reveal the truth of desires. Journeys of time travel each night and each day reveal one by one the nature of dreams, for dreams in astral layers are often forged through timelines of suffering and pain.

For many months, I had been seeing lots of positive futures with those beloveds in my inner perception. There was a limited awareness that those positive futures were in some way a desire and a dream to correct or give a positive closure to ancient timelines of pain, of suffering, of what in human terms we perceive as mistakes.

Is this not then, the calling of the Buddha, to watch out for our wildest dreams, longings and desires? Is this not then the space and the time in the mind where suffering and pain is born and then the decay of body manifests? Is this not then how reincarnation and karma are related to each other?

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A whole year has passed since that strange experience of feeling the nature of my own individual soul vibration, and the soul of some of my loved ones. My mind continued generating dreams, desires and hopes for some possible near future. Such visions were based on previously lived experiences in other timelines with my loved ones.

As time passed, I could really see that there was something else behind these dreams, that lead to a certain waiting. It was a very uncomfortable process. These images and feelings flashing all the time were preventing me from seeing other essential aspects of life in the now moment. I could see how much I still needed to do to align myself more with the true will of my own soul.

From that point in time when I got to see that vision and feel that vibration within my soul, to this point by the end of 2016, a lot has changed in my perception. I had to go through a very intense process of letting go, so much, in order to see how far is the path in life to reach that vision. More than ever, it feels as far away as it can be, but the difference now is that other individual goals have been accomplished. So much healing has taken place to understand other painful scenes behind those old dreams. I swim deeper and deeper into the subterranean cave of uncertainty, and surrender to it, as uncomfortable as it feels.

The First Key:  Natural cosmic process of reintegration of the soul essence known as soul retrieval.

Soul retrieval holds the first key to manifestation of better dreams, better experiences, and a higher path, by consciously embarking on a true savior mission of one’s own soul. From aspects in countless timelines, first sub keys of darkness and light are revealed. Soul retrieval is the art of ascension in its unconscious or conscious first stages of prismatic Cosmic rearrangement. By learning the secrets of the worldly light and the worldly darkness the next keys are revealed.

The sub keys of the First Key can be seen in the diagrammatic literal representation of scientific configuration of energy in the manifested and non-manifested Universes. Simple is the diagram, yet revelation holds its nature when one sees a mirror reflection of the soul in this larger fractal soul configuration:

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The Universe is mostly made of matter, dark matter and dark energy. Taken from: NASA.

You can see that, for the most part, the Creation that we know about is composed of dark energy and dark matter. These are forms of very light energy with a heavy density that cannot be seen in physical, as opposed to the condensed particles that make up the physical configuration of Universes.

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Electromagnetic layers of Earth which are similar to the energetic system of each human being known as aura. Taken from: http://galactic.no/rune/oscarBusch_theLand_beyond.htm

We as individuals are no different from the Cosmos in our composition. Our shadow self is made up of dark energy and dark matter. You can imagine that for the most part, we are made up of etheric self. Imagine then how the astral realms are made up of the same substance. However, dark energy and dark matter vibrate differently in each layer of each dimension and density.

Very much like how, for the most part, our brain is in apparent state of slumber, as is the large portion of DNA known as “junk”, so are the layers of astral/etheric substance.

How are then the astral/etheric layers connected to the notions of dark energy and dark matter and what we call the light in higher dimensions, our brain and our DNA? How are these concepts associated to the soul vibration, to inner peace, to letting go? Before we reach those keys take a look at the following diagram:

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The subconscious mind stores the experiences of the soul in different timelines and creates dimensions of consciousness of light and dark in contrast with the space of integrated experiences within the highest expression of the soul.

From our uncountable experiences on Earth we have created what people call the Matrix, both in physical and in astral/etheric layers.

What is truly the mass of energy that makes up then the astral/etheric realms (multidimensional)?

A person who is grounded and who is not interested or ready to tap into what people often refer to “spiritual” are people who either have a great capacity to generate physical resources or are not efficient in such task (i.e. wealth). However, these individuals are less aware of how their thought processes generate as well as the meaning of their dreams while asleep, and the collective energies surrounding them at all times. Such individuals are also either service to others oriented or service to self.

First Sub key: understanding the non integrated light of unity consciousness in a polarized world.

When an individual activates the capacities of his/her third eye and crown chakras they become aware of the energetic environment surrounding them. However, in a transition process, the very first fallacy of this individual is to believe that he/she is following since the very first moment of this realization a path of pure goodness and service (this is not always the case though). On the contrary, a long path of self-awareness begins. Over time, the individual assimilates and integrates the information of the soul as a whole to understand, that in essence, there is no such thing as being defined by the basic notions of good or evil.

The awakening individual begins a new journey through the grid or layers of non integrated light. Sometimes they believe to be always of goodness, always different and abused by society in general, with a mission to save others, seeking oneness, unity, and the merging of energies with others indiscriminately. This process is achieved often times by raising the vibration to the level of the Little Heaven of light where the first notions of spirituality are learned and remembered.

In these dimensions of consciousness, with or without spiritual notions or practices, all individuals seek joy, bliss, and the manifestation of dreams with such emotional qualities. Energetically, part of this thick layer is also built when individuals exchange sexual energies. The blissful energetic explosions of life force are spread in the environment through the merging of the bodies and chakras. At this level, it is difficult to distinguish between the soul frequencies of vibrations of each individual, simply because at this level all energies are merged into a collective energy, a grid of light where parts of the consciousness of certain beings reside.

It is an energetic vibration of joy and bliss, where the beautiful dreams of individuals and the collective are forged and desired to be manifested. For this reason, I call it the Little Heaven.

Is there anything wrong with this? Absolutely not. However, in a dualistic paradigm in the 3rd density with lower 3rd and 4th dimensional levels of consciousness, during cycles of thousands or millions of years, this thick layer of blissful light is built, in some cases through the most selfish and heinous motives. How is this possible? To this point beloved brother or sister, I shall come back later.

Second Sub key: understanding the non integrated darkness of separation in a polarized world.

When a collective of individuals begin an ascension process to a higher density, awareness of inner conflict of light and dark forces begin. It is a difficult integration process of a personal Universe of aspects residing in different timelines that converge in the Now moment in astral/etheric realms. What this means basically is that each aspect of your soul is an incarnation of the past or parts of incarnations, which also include futuristic past lives that hold possibilities for future manifestation.

The fragmented soul then resides for the most part in these higher realms, either in a hellish reality or in a heavenly reality. Their residence depends on the frames of each timeline playing itself simultaneously in the Now moment. Only one incarnated aspect which is us in physical has the colossal mission to integrate over time all other aspects of the soul. This process can also happen during the course of several incarnations, as long as it happens during an extensive ascension process to the 4th and 5th densities of individual expression (not to be confused with dimensions!).

In this initial process, the individual begins a conscious recalling process of tiny pieces of information from this convergence of other lives in many ways. However, very little is recalled in the initial cases of the negative path of the soul throughout millennia of incarnations. Sometimes, some gruesome scenes are seen without a link to repeating patterns and decisions. The abusive/abused nature of many of these aspects of the soul that affect greatly the path of the incarnated soul, as much as in previous incarnations where ascension was not possible, is not understood.

For the most part, many individuals with a spiritual aspiration think of themselves as initially being always the abused or the victim. Such inner projection is then seen in the conflict in relationships, from the biological family to society as a whole. Conflicts are especially projected directly at the individuals who chose to reflect the massive darkness of society: a dark cabal. During this confusing process we might feel constantly threatened by other individuals and other unseen forces and lives in the illusion of not living a life of true freedom. Spiritual ideas clash with the ideas of their loved ones and society in general. There is much inner conflict projected in the outside in this initial stage of ascension.

A small group of negative oriented individuals in government positions, spiritual organizations, large corporations, financial corporations and in other sectors, reflect the nature of the recollection of the collective subconscious nature in the darkness of lower realms, where the most dominant parts of each aspect reside. These are the dominant aspects that seek control at all costs, who take actions based purely on impulse, who seek to divide and destroy without hesitation.

Even the apparently most spiritual individual carries a degree of negativity from soul aspects, without exception. However, it is in the creative capacity of these aspects where so much of our True Power resides, including the power to generate physical resources and a sense of balance and empowerment. No wonder then why a small group holds the key to manifest the largest amount of physical resources, at all costs.

Remember that our subconscious, our brain, our DNA, is for the most part made up of dark matter and dark energy, where the lower realms of hell and the higher realms of little heaven exist. We are for the most part made up of a magnificent amount of aspects that have been abused and who have abused, but also who have lived for many causes and who have experienced love in uncountable ways through much suffering. For such reason, an incarnated individual cannot come to the physical with such a great level of integration of these aspects. Integration in itself is the ascension process.

The most negative and impulsive aspects of the soul hold such degree of pain and anger that these forces were in negative timelines converted into the purest impulse to destroy and to harm. An analogy of this is a very traumatized dog that attacks without hesitation and kills. Think about criminals who seem to be in a state beyond reason who hunt people to fulfill a negative impulse to destroy.

At this point my dear reader, everything sounds perhaps dreadful. Think about the most difficult moments in history when wars and other conflicts took place and decisions were made based mostly on impulse and not on the kind of rationale that we apply when we face pain. During our current stage of ascension of our consciousness, very likely you see that there is a much higher path than the previously known path of impulses.

it is then with the application of values like forgiveness, mercy, compassion, acceptance, empathy and awareness in general, that we dissolve all the negativity in our soul and our most negative aspects are then seen as aspects that took decisions based on much suffering, in times where there was no genuine guidance from the soul and from the heart of Creation.

Third Sub Key: understanding conflict of polarities during global ascension.

The light in our consciousness is what prevents us from becoming the worst of our souls, from experiencing the pain of our past without any filters or restrictions. We will not harm what we perceive as an opponent, we might not even punch someone, even if we are abused. Over time we learn to stand up for ourselves in the best possible way, without perpetuating conflict like in ancient times, during the most destructive stages. We reach for a higher path in which we internalize conflict and we assimilate the lessons of the past.

What many spiritual aspirants to ascension share in common is the early experiences of abuse in our current incarnation. Such abuses trigger the wounded aspects of the soul to integrate in such a safe way that we do not end up harming others out of revenge with our most negative potential. Even if there is revenge, the circumstances in which we are placed allow for us to take the higher road of awareness and mastery.

You can see these experiences of abuse as portals or reminders of our soul paths in multiple incarnations that lead us to a new path of higher inner resolution. These experiences remind us at subconscious level of the level of abuse experienced in millennia in 3rd density, from the standpoint of the victim but also to understand how we became the abusers.

When such experiences are not fully understood, then the aspirant begins an inner struggle with himself/herself and also with the world. So is the case of millions of individuals who display much physical, emotional, mental and spiritual confusion and turmoil and who also feel threatened by the outer circumstances. Some then seek in the higher layers of non integrated light, subconsciously, the presence of some higher power to come for their rescue and that of humanity.

The struggle intensifies in such a way that the aspirant feels overwhelmed with the following outer conflicts:

-The presence of “negative entities” or “demons” in lower realms and even engaging in fights with them, perpetuating conflict and increasing the collective level of polarization.

-The conflict with a dark cabal, from governments to large corporations and lower levels of authority.

-The threats of terrorist attacks, threats of war, threats of high technologies used by negative individuals, etc.

-Threats of financial collapse and inability to manifest resources in physical.

-Conflicts with religious beliefs and institutions.

-Conflicts with family and friends.

-Conflicts with personal identity, gender, tastes, beliefs, etc.

If such inner conflicts are constantly mirrored in the outside, the spiritual aspirant slowly becomes overwhelmed with his/her own negative or service-to-self oriented aspects that cannot be fully integrated. The aspirant feels in much conflict with the outer world as a consequence.

Two cases come to my mind when I think about how, when we seek to hold on to a spiritual path without proper integration we can become imbalanced. Some examples include spiritual masters who over history left us magnificent teachings, but who took actions that seemed contradictory and even extreme in some cases.

Another case is simply what we often see as an increasing and unforgiving repulsion towards the collective shadow that is blatantly mirrored by many of the people who control the resources of the planet. The latter in particular can drag us down into a spiral of negativity. Far from assisting in neutralizing the negativity of the planet we might contribute to worsen the inner polarization of the elite minority and that of the astral environment, depending on how we use our psychic capabilities. By sending our hate to them, we fragment ourselves further and we block their own capability for positive change.

Only by coming to terms over time with our own levels of soul polarization will true transformation begin and the origins of darkness will find in all expressions a common ground in the light.

The true nature of the dreams of the fragmented self

Before the next keys are analyzed, let us examine now the following diagram to understand the current polarized psychology of manifestation in a stage of increasing polarization:

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Positive dreams come from small figments of experience.

In this diagram, which is closely associated to the previous diagram, you can see that our thought processes and dreams are highly influenced by the presence of the aspects of our souls residing in multiple timelines of previous physical incarnations. In a way, what we do when we receive inspiration is to take memories of astral/etheric nature from such pieces of our soul and their experiences. This is, for the most part, a subconscious way to recall other lifetimes of experience. Remember dear one, what you feel and sense and desire is a convergence of timelines in the Now moment.

However, just like in certain spiritual doctrines like Buddhism and Kabbalah, many times our recurrent dreams, desires and longings lead to a long road of expectations, hopeful mental projections of a desired future, disappointment and suffering. Our consciousness becomes plagued with constant longing, anxiety and despair. More so, if our dreams involve not only ourselves but others, an entanglement of complications plagues our bruised hearts beloveds.

In the diagram above, take as an example three lifetimes or timelines of much suffering, in which  the aspect lived a service-to-self oriented life or a service-to-others oriented life. From these three aspects that are not integrated and healed in the auric field of the currently incarnated aspect comes a series of thought forms or desires taken from little moments of joy and bliss from such timelines. From those moments, the incarnated aspect longs to fulfill such dreams and desires recurrently and serve like the gas for the car that takes them through the path of life.

However, sometimes such dreams cannot be fulfilled, either because the God-self has placed the incarnated aspect into a path of more restrictions to avoid following the previous paths that lead to painful deaths and harmful relationships and decisions. Other times, such desires come to fruition over time, but at the high cost of another path of decisions that once again leads to disastrous consequences. Or simply, it just takes a considerable amount of time to allow for the conditions to be manifested within and outside of the individual to create those dreams.

Take as an example the vision of a happy couple with children in a peaceful place. The aspirant then has a goal to fulfill such desire. However, imagine that in such timelines the aspirant had for the most part a very painful life with the partner and the children, or that such union was a consequence of the destruction of a previous family. Perhaps such visions of the past or thought forms of desire are based on a selfish desire. Maybe, outer circumstances made the life of the family an impossible one to bring to a joyful outcome. If, in the first case the relationship with such family must be healed, it might take a very long and tedious road of awareness and healing to repair such timelines to manifest a peaceful outcome.

In such cases it is then when dreams, desires and longings come from places of suffering and destruction in the subconscious mind of the one who seeks to manifest a higher path towards inner peace.


The Second Key: Letting go is the road to Inner Peace

In the previous part of this essay, the first key and the nature of dreams were expounded. As I explore the gifts of my subconscious, I share with you the next keys. What exactly do we need to let go in order to align with the highest dreams of our soul? In which ways can we make peace with the apparent failure of the previous dreams explored throughout our journey that lead in the past to suffering? Do we have to conform to achieve less than what we wanted?

You see my beloved that there is a long road to follow towards inner peace but this journey ends up being one of true empowerment and one that you will never regret.

Going back to the first diagram, the ball named “God-self” is the state of inner peace in which we can feel our true soul vibration. It is the state that is for the most part clouded by our current fluctuations, while we integrate little pieces of perhaps hundreds of aspects. When we hold a daily practice of emotional control and allowance of the integration/healing process to take place with more grace and less resistance, it is easier to reach more consciously a higher vibration. This vibration transcends the illusions of the non integrated light and the non integrated darkness.

It is in a state of emptiness where we enter inner balance and we anchor ourselves in the now moment. We allow life to happen to us and we then truly BEcome. In a state of mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual balance, we affect with our stable energy our environment in ways we do not even imagine.

If you like to do art, think about this moment of communion in which you are so focused on what you do, centered in your heart, nothing disturbs this moment of inner peace. You create and you allow your intuition to guide you through the process. It is a beautiful moment of communion with your soul, with the desire to create something special, and maybe even to share it with another. Perhaps you do not even have a very clear idea of what you will create, you just do it. Or you have an idea but throughout the process you allow for the creation to be birthed from your deepest desire.

In order to let go, first you must align yourself with your inner light and your inner darkness. You evaluate so far what you have manifested, and what you currently perceive as lack. You must ask both sides of yourself why, perhaps, when you manifested a dream in the past it was not your perfect dream, your ideal scenario, one that was in your mind flawless or simply beautiful enough to fulfill you.

In which areas was your manifested dream far from perfect? Where there energetic leaks in your system that left you drained, unfulfilled, unhappy in some other way? Why, if so far you have put so much effort in this dream, is it not yet what you crave or is it draining you? Even worse, why what you have expected all your life is not there yet within your reach? Does your dream involve the active presence of other souls?

If your dream is related to a personal project, like for example a house, a job, a career, a business, maybe the tools are easier to reach than if these dreams involve the presence of other souls.

What is complicated about manifesting dreams when it involves your relationship to other individuals, is the fact that you expect these people to align their will to your own will. Very likely there are imbalances within you or/and them which prevents the energy between each other to flow. This also applies to collectives, for example a whole nation and its leaders. Those leaders can be present physically as role models or authorities, or perhaps even spiritual leaders or guides that have not yet manifested physically in your life.

At this point, it is clear that something has not been working and maybe it is not even related to your outer circumstances, or your resources, or other people, but there is something within yourself that is simply not flowing like a river of energetic potential blocked by rocks, thus preventing material reality from morphing.

It is then, when if we ask our heart, our soul, our Higher Self, and Source to guide us to understand what is not working, a process of more conscious exploration begins that allows us to get in touch more deeply with our subconscious.

One by one, we can then start making peace with those blocks, letting them go, and allowing space for inner peace to be born within us. Only then, in this void, can we tap into the true potential of our soul as a whole and we align our will to the will of Creation.

First sub key: dealing consciously with the wounds

Often times we hear that we are the ones creating our reality. But sometimes we might miss some fine details about such process. We carry within our subconscious, and around us, the ghosts of the past. No matter how much we desire to manifest a more positive reality for ourselves and for others, we come across uncountable death ends, or we end up feeling that we need to conform to something lesser than what we originally had in mind.

Ask yourself these questions:

From 2012 to this day, how much have your dreams, hopes and desires changed?

-Do you feel disappointed about the way in which so far you have progressed in your spiritual development and your life in general?

-Are you disappointed of your outer circumstances and the world in general?

-Do you feel more empowered in some ways compared to how you felt a year ago, or many years ago?

Perhaps many times you reach the point in which you know that you have done a lot of inner work over the course of years. However, there is always something in your way that makes you feel that you are fighting. Perhaps the social, political and economic scenarios seem to be grim from some angles, or maybe the situation with your family is messy at the moment. Perhaps your job is not exactly what you wanted to accomplish in your professional life. There is always a challenge to face as we progress.

In many cases, it is very clear that when we make a list of the things that do not feel right about this physical reality, we can see that many of these situations are apparently out of our control. Actually, if we think about how others behave, there is very little we can do to control or change the situations.

Then, you start seeing how control, and the idea on how things should be or how others should act are the first things that you must let go, in one way or another. Easier said than done and very likely you have heard this before, elsewhere.

You can read all over again how we have to deal with our inner wounds and how we must let go control and any rigid ideas. But there is no way this process can take place if there are unexplored corners within our psyche, those sides of us that need the love of our heart, and that we decided to forget, because it was all too painful to face.

There are strong sides of us that might feel that other sides of us are too vulnerable. At a level we feel that our vulnerable sides can interfere in our life in many ways, so it is best not to face them. Often times, it is the abused sides of our soul what might makes us feel that we failed to stand up for ourselves, when we needed to be strong and wiser in our processes of decision making. We might then develop a stronger side, one that at times might be aggressive or that tries to avoid situations.

We might have achieved a level of spiritual maturity (our side of non integrated light) and try to convince ourselves that at soul level we chose our experiences. That we have infinite power to manifest. That we are sovereign individuals and that we do not need an outer force to act as an authority above us in detriment of our progress.

What we do not know is that sometimes we carry aspects within our subconscious and soul that act against our conscious will to manifest a higher path. This is true, especially if it involves the presence of other souls, which could also include a specific location. These parts of us that are denied by our conscious mind know something about these dreams that we are not aware of. As a consequence, they simply do not want for these dreams to become manifested in such a way that brings joy to ourselves and to others.

How is this possible? Why would a part of our soul want to act against an apparently positive intention?

The simple answer is that these aspects reside in a dimension of denial, in one way or another. It is not uncommon to feel that we have left behind much pain, and that we can even hardly remember certain painful stages of our lives, especially childhood and other earlier stages. We cannot blame ourselves for keeping these aspects in the lower realms of trauma. It is simply not an easy task to align them with our heart and to heal them. Healing them involves facing their pain in one way or another, and sometimes it really does not have to be that painful to make peace with our suffering.

For example, think about times in which we faced any forms of abuse during childhood, or even in other timelines in which our hearts were open and vulnerable and we faced deep traumas without little awareness of the nature of our soul. How do you explain to a child that there is a purpose in everything and that we are made of pure spiritual essence at a higher level?

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Denied aspects lead to suffering. Untitled by Karla Segura

A child is vulnerable and dependent of their families, teachers, and other soul companions and often times has partial or absolutely no awareness of a higher spiritual purpose and soul path. Therefore, if a child has been severely imprinted with deep traumatic experiences, this part of us has become disconnected from the new spiritual mature adult.

This child that is disconnected from our conscious mind, resides in lower realms of ether. They are wandering like a ghost, observing how life happens to us, and touching us in such a way that affects our daily experiences and perceptions. Perhaps the child comes in the form of a traumatized teenager. Or a martyr coming from another timeline. Or simply, the child that you were in your current incarnation.

You are in the process of manifesting a dream with enthusiasm, and maybe at first things are going well, until you start facing those patterns. You come across people who are not in alignment with your intention, or the dream collapses for other reasons. You leave behind a trail of disappointment along the way. Even worse, that which you wait for is not coming to meet you, yet.

You do not understand why the world is as it is, why there is so much unfairness and why as a collective we do not seem to progress yet towards that reality where there is peace and a more genuine sense of connection among people. The repulsive forces within ourselves and the world in general continue to bring chaos into our lives.

Even in Kabbalah, the concept of Satan is one in which the Universal force of repulsion and absorption acts against the light side of Creation that unites and gives love. It absorbs without having the capacity to love The denied side of us, far from attracting the big dream, uses its repulsive force to avoid more pain, ironically causing in us deep disappointment.

It is then, when you can start working more consciously with the part of us that resides in the lower realms through any means that you can find. You ask for assistance and somehow, you will receive the guidance needed to align yourself to the will of your higher mind.

I have faced in my own life the disappointment of asking many times for assistance to deal with the part of myself that has been denied, only to come across some strange circumstances in which I was given many times things that I perceived as things that I did not need. I was blocking myself from seeing love been given to me in lots of ways. It had been in my life a repeating pattern, and a sense of being upset would grow over time.

Second sub key to letting go the pain: only you can fully know what you need

From this difficult experience came the notion that not only was I always been given the necessary assistance in spirit form each time I asked and could not find the most suitable tools in physical. Also, I was lead to understand that in this world, absolutely no one will ever know more what are our own needs than ourselves. No one will help us more to reach a state of balance and inner peace than ourselves. We can come across lots of tools, in one way or another, that help us greatly. Even so, it is our task to be the ones to rescue those parts of ourselves that have been forgotten and denied, by others and by ourselves.

You might be able to connect this sub key to the sober experience of not having the leaders or authorities that we wish in our hearts that we could see in our physical reality. If we cannot know in full depth what the needs of our subconscious world are, then how can we expect that the world can have honest leaders that can provide to us what we need? The perfect partner? The perfect family? Perfect friends? Perfect students or teachers? Perfect jobs? Etc.?

How can we know then how much we have suppressed and denied and how much we need to provide to ourselves?

By asking our subconscious. By getting in touch with our own darkness. By truly disconnecting ourselves for at least a moment each day, from the rivers of information and stimuli we expose ourselves to, and ponder about those difficult stages in our lives that we rather forget, and ask the individual that we were in such times, the simple questions:

-How do you feel?

-What can I do for you?

-What is it that you want to tell me?

-What can you offer to me and what can you offer to me?

Sometimes, only by listening to these parts of us, the pain starts dissolving. Sometimes we might find ourselves crying lots of things we could not face before. And then, the miracle of seeing our world turning upside down and seeing our beliefs fall apart happen.

It might be a very uncomfortable process but at the same time, you feel how the power of your soul starts flowing. It is worth it.

Third sub key to letting go the pain: redefining our own value and what we deserve in life

When you have seeing more clearly what exactly are your needs as a human being and when you see in which miraculous ways you can truly provide for yourself the first resources that you need, by claiming back the parts of you that are denied, then you can take the next steps.

The next steps involve to think very deeply and often in which ways do you feel that others have defined your value and sense of self worth as a human being. These people include your parents, your siblings, your friends,  your colleagues, your partner or ex partners, and many others.

You can then see how much you value yourself or what exactly is for you the concept of value according to your experiences and perceptions. Perhaps you find yourself thinking that you deserve better than what you have or what you have gone through, but you still find yourself going through tough experiences. Others who find themselves and the world less valuable make you feel uncomfortable, even if you know they have their own patterns and issues.

Based on the previous notion of value comes the notion of deserving. What do you think and what do you feel do you deserve in life? Are you sure that you deserve only the best? What if those parts of you that reside in lower realms think otherwise? Perhaps part of you feels guilty for previous decisions? Perhaps others made you feel over time that you do not deserve?

These are important questions that one needs to ask oneself often.

The more we get in touch with the non integrated part of our soul that has been traumatized over time, we will start feeling that we are providing ourselves with the first and most important need. That need is to listen to our shadow self or aspects that exist in the lower dimensions of consciousness. By establishing an inner dialogue with our soul we can face these deep wounds in several timelines and we can then start creating a safe haven for ourselves in this constant inner dialogue.

If we cannot get to know ourselves and remember those times when we suffered greatly, such as the moments during childhood when our family could not give to us the confidence that we need, then the world will seem to be a dangerous place that is not safe for us or for others. It is true that bad things happen to lots of individuals and groups each day, but we must remember that very likely we cannot control those situations.

Before anything else we need to feed ourselves with the love of our heart and our soul to make space for the denied aspects of the psyche to come forth and feel that we are finally safe. We can let them know that we have unmeasurable value, and that we really do deserve the best. Maybe you think that others have value and that they deserve the best, but it is up to them to do their part and see this for themselves.

We cannot judge others fully for their actions more than we can judge ourselves. It is an act of humbleness to say to ourselves and to others that we no longer can say who should exist and who should not (think about how many people desire for the elitist groups to disappear from Earth without understanding their real purpose and their value as souls).

Over time, you can then establish a solid foundation in love with yourself, with your soul, with your heart and you can become confident seeing that all your efforts are worthwhile. You can feel that you value yourself enough to deserve better as you progress in life.

Only then, you can start attracting better situations and better resources, while you let go pain, old ideas, old expectations, old hopes, and you redefine your dreams and your desires. You desire less things that you previously desired based on the perceptions of scarcity. Your dreams are more genuine and aligned with the will of your soul and the will of other souls and Universal consciousness.

Peace starts to flood your being a little more each day. You have established an inner sense of confidence. You are safe, and you are loved by the brightness of your soul. You find more peace in the Now moment, and you worry less about that which you cannot change. You know that change is the only true constant.


Disappointment. Distraction. These two factors could block us from progressing further in our path towards finding ourselves, not just as precious jewels of Creation embodied in a human body, but as souls born directly from the essence of Source itself. You feel that there is no point anymore in thinking about having big dreams in your mind. Just think about how many things you do each day, that prevent you from spending time with yourself in silence. Yes you could say…but I have many responsibilities to attend to. So much to do in such little time. What about a few minutes before going to sleep? Or during the weekend? Are you 100% sure you do not have time?

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As we progress in our reconnection process with our soul, the notion of time dissolves. Taken from: tribunahoje.com

Third key: The state of timelessness of the mind and zero point

Over the last years we have been reading and hearing that in order to ascend we need to reach zero point and step out of time. I suspect though, that so far, there has not been a clear recipe provided for such colossal mission. Do you have any idea how to step out of time?

It is not an easy task. That is for sure. Yet stepping out of time is a natural step towards becoming one with our Higher Mind and Higher Heart. We can help ourselves reach that beautiful godly state of peace and potential for the highest harmonious manifestation possibilities.

Time is not something that can be overcome just by switching from one modern calendar to an ancient one. It is a bit more complex than what we have been told. Meanwhile, we naturally approach such state of anchoring our consciousness in zero point as we become whole and we step out of suffering.

Going back to the previous parts of this essay, in summary, we must have in mind that these are the things that we need to let go:

-Expectations on how things should be in our lives, in the lives of others, and the world in general, simply because we do not hold the greatest picture. Our information available is limited.

-Expectations on when certain occurrences or situations should happen. This one is very much linked to the first point.

-Any ideas we hold related to scarcity. If we focus for the most part in all the things that we wish we had, and all the things that we think we need but that we do not have, or the things that others should have, then we need to evaluate very deeply from where these scarcity perceptions come from in our subconscious.

-Expectations on how others should behave. This one is often times a huge source of disappointment.

-Our suppressed emotions.

-All things that we think are threatening to us and to others. In other words, sometimes we need to surrender, and to understand that we are not always meant to fight huge fights, or even some smaller fights lead nowhere but to more cycles of suffering. Sometimes we need to let go the control, and to stop resisting the things that we perceive as dark. Fighting against what we think is dark might lead to further polarization and further disconnection from our Higher Mind and Higher Heart which perceives things as unified and who understands the greater picture.

-The painful past. We cannot change the past, but we can accept what happened to us and to others. By understanding new depths of the past, we can heal what once seemed impossible to forgive.

The factors mentioned above contribute greatly in the creation of time in our consciousness. However, as we already know from the second key, these perceptions have their origin in suffering across many timelines of experience, including our current lives.

First sub key: understanding how the perception of time is created

The clock is ticking, and you feel that you might die, or maybe you are just wasting your life, or simply, you do not have enough time to do all the things that you want to do. You say that you wish that you could turn back in time to fix that problem that nags you, right?

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Soft Watch at the First Moment of Time Explosion By Salvador Dali

Let us go back to the rumor-fact that when we ascend to a new density, with a new dimension of consciousness, that we will live in a state of timelessness or zero point. Before that, we simply feel that time is not enough, something is being lost…lost…lost…lost…lost.

That is how time was created in our minds, since the very first moment in some incarnation, a very long time ago, when we felt for the very first time that we lost something. Maybe even since the moment we are born, we come out of the cozy womb, and feel for the first time a certain coldness. That security we once had, is now lost. With this feeling came the first notion of time. Part of your consciousness left your being and got stuck in a lapse, when that something precious to you was lost.

So there you go, you now have an awareness from one point, to another, the point of the loss, to the point in which you live. Then, you lost more, and more, and more, and more. And now, you drive yourself nuts with all your loses at subconscious level, feeling as you vibrate higher, that you have less time to repair, what you lost. You are afraid that you will never have enough time to recover what you lost, a very long time ago. Something or someone, took that love away from your heart and your subconscious is stuck in a line of experiences or points, that you call linear time.

The more you heal then, the more you bring back your pieces, the less concerned you are about time, and you just flow with the flow. Yes the planets keep spinning, the Sun goes down, the moon goes up and so on…but you live in a less linear way, and you are more allowing, and you have more patience and you can wait for an eternity, because you are actually waiting less, and living more in the now, in the state of timelessness or zero point.

You even realize at some point, that the thing that you were waiting for, might have become somehow flawed once again if you had ventured in a humongous mission of looking for that thing that would make you happy. You had to find what was blocking you subconsciously and now that you see it with new lens, you prefer to slow down and start perceiving things differently and start doing things differently.

Remember then, always, that time begins since the first moment you feel something was lost.

Second sub key: training yourself to reach zero point

You get back home from having a stressful time with your boss or with some family member and maybe one of the first things you do is to turn on your computer or look in your phone and you start feeling bad because of the latest news on how the natural resources of Earth are being destroyed, the latest news on what some authorities did to perpetuate a war, or how there is an archon right beside you to take your potential peace away. So you rant and say to yourself that there is no hope for a better future.

You feel trapped, enslaved, imprisoned, out of place, burdened. You feel that inner child crying, because this world is not a safe place for you.

When you realize how much a great part of you cries and demands your attention, you seek the tools that you need. But often times you become distracted with what sounds promising and then you have to switch to other tools. Remember that you must listen to the depths of your broken heart. Know that you can do this, and only you can do it better for yourself than anyone else.

Disconnect now, from the outer world. Take a seat, and rest for a moment. Think for a few minutes how much time you spend thinking everyday about what burdens you. You see the minutes passing by. Think about all the things that bother you right now. The clock keeps ticking. Perhaps it is a lot? Maybe no longer as much of a burden as it was years ago? Maybe worse? Now start feeling the emotions.

Notice how many of the things that burden us and that we wish we could control and change create energy leaks in our system. Perhaps the problem even comes from giving energy to others who are not open to receiving our energy, so we leak and leak and leak.

Other times we are so blocked to receiving love that no matter how much love we are given, we simply do not feel it. We need to restructure our whole system and understand where the imbalances come from subconsciously. How can we do that then if we think that we do not have time? Maybe it is time to sacrifice some activities and the way we try to love others in our perception and start attending more to our own needs for a while.

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Leaking sculpture by Fredrik Linge.

Learn to deal the best way you can with your emotions, but never suppress them. There are uncountable treatments, like natural medicines, meditation, inner dialogue, etc. What is important is to allow yourself to feel what you must feel and that way, the less we resist our own emotions, the less they will overwhelm us over time. The more we will be able to navigate them and turn them into energy that comes back to us.

As silly as it sounds, we often forget to breathe properly. Our brains might be dying each day of suffocation without us even being aware. Breathing is not just about providing our brains with the necessary daily doses of oxygen, but also our energy flows better and we allow our missing parts to come back energetically.

Learn to control your kundalini and not the other way around. In our current society we are taught that we must overindulge in sexual practices, even spiritual ones and that we must meditate to trigger intense kundalini experiences. If we cannot control our own energy, we cannot control the rest of our system.

Sometimes, without us becoming fully aware, kundalini is triggered by fragmented parts of other souls and I doubt you would want to share your sexual energy with any entity. Energetic exchanges between you and other entities is very real, so ask your subconscious mind and your heart why you are allowing these explosions to happen without control. You will be surprised to learn about this unexplored or misunderstood area. As blissful as merging might feel, learn to respect your energetic system as much as you want your physical body to be respected and treated like a sacred tool. Do not worry too much about entities, but learn to set healthy boundaries in the energetic planes of existence and treat entities with respect and compassion, establishing if needed a healing dialogue.

Learn to clear your negative thoughts not by suppressing them but by understanding where these patterns come from.  Listen to these thoughts, and if needed bring all this broken energy down to the emotional system, to the level of the heart where you can safely get in touch with the wound and see how these thoughts disappear. You can do this with positive practices like art, exercise, meditation, inner dialogue and therapy.

Learn about nature itself, we are part of it. Our broken minds and hearts are like the exacerbated forces of water, fire, earth and wind. When we learn to navigate the elements within ourselves, we learn to flow with the natural forces of the Universe.

Disconnect each day from any source of distraction that prevents you from being intimate with yourself. By intimacy it is understood that you open up your heart to your soul, you learn to listen to yourself and you learn to communicate with your soul. Only then, we can learn to have true intimacy with others. Intimacy involves facing our deepest fears and embracing every part of ourselves with love, grace and compassion. We stop avoiding our pain. We stop distracting ourselves with any addictive pattern.

Once we manage to achieve the above points each day, then we learn to control our physical bodies. Our body starts regaining its functions of self regeneration and we become energized. We become efficient in all we do and we feel less scattered. We feel more anchored and we gain a new sense of physical and spiritual security. We feel that we have finally created a true home for ourselves in our inner world and in our physical homes.

Fourth key: approaching our god-self and inner peace

The more we spend time in communion with our souls without neglecting our chosen responsibilities in life, the more we recognize and feel nurtured by our own soul vibration or energetic signature. We become more whole and feel less need to fulfill our needs and expectations from outer energetic resources, but we accept the love that we receive.

We learn to navigate the challenges that life presents to us and we accept the gifts behind these challenges. We feel less worried about what we cannot touch in the outside, yet we add magic to that which we are allowed to touch. We shine light for ourselves, and others learn to see it.

The outer chaos of this world no longer consumes us, and instead we walk among chaotic nodes of global experience left untouched. We have created our safe space in our inner world and we have created our home in a physical space.

Others see that there is this radiance in you that emanates a peaceful energy. You have arrived to a station where you have reached the peace that you longed for, but that you could not even grasp. You thought it came in other forms that you craved for. You leave behind old dreams, and create new and better ones. You manifest better outcomes, based on inner fulfillment and no longer on outer scarcity. You feel confident about who you are, and you feel strength. You enjoy your creations a little more each day and time expands in front of you. Time stretches because for you, it is now an abundant resource. One that truly never existed.

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